The car ride to the office was quite a lonely one as Tamika was not beside me. I had long swallowed my pride and agreed to myself that I was beginning to get used to her company and a moment without it was quite uncomfortable, if not unbearable.“No…” I said to myself as I was trying to get myself to disagree with the part of her absence being unbearable. I was determined to convince myself that I could still live without her. I had been living my life before we got together, and that made me even more convinced that I would surely be able to survive with or without her. There was no room for vulnerability, as letting her know about my feelings would quickly put her in control of everything. That, I wouldn't allow to happen.The car pulled over in front of the casino, bringing the ride to an end. At that point, I was trying to push every thought of Tamika out of my head as I wanted to deal with my chaotic world. “That was quick…” Michael said as he walked into the glass front doors
The day had been quite a rollercoaster ride for me as I had been through the most demanding moments of my life at that point. Helen had proven to be a challenge that I would have to overcome if I would ever make a peaceful reappearance on air. I could only hope that Dolph's prescription would work out perfectly for my current predicament as I walked in through the front door. Dolph was seated on his usual spot on the sofa and that made it easier. The look on his face said a thousand and one words all at once and that made it quite hard for me to approach him. I was almost thinking it was his disappointment in me that made him look like that. That made me feel like tiptoeing into the house or coming in through the back. “You're back later than I expected, Tamika.” He was staring at his phone, which was something that he hardly ever did. It was beginning to give me a lot of concern as I was trying to get a clearer picture of what was happening.“Yeah… I went to see Julia to speak ab
I had been sitting in my office with my head down as I was in deep thought. There were a lot of memories still flooding into my head, even long after Tamika had left my office. It was hard figuring out who to be mad at— Tamika, for using the story of my past against me, or Dolph, for telling her about us in the first place. It was hard keeping it together as I felt betrayed by Dolph who had leaked it all to her.“Keep it together, Helen…” I said to myself. No one had ever made it through the iron armor around my heart, but Tamika had done that it made me angrier than I had expected. How could she…?I had to admit to myself all over again that I missed my time with Dolph and that I had been in love with him. Even worse, there were still some subtle hints of jealousy in my very being. It made me feel bad, but then, I just couldn't deny that I was feeling jealous at that point. There were a lot of things I had wanted to do with Dolph but I didn't get the chance to, as things happened t
“What's going on?” Ellery asked as she was uncomfortable with the prolonged silence that had taken over the phone call conversation. I was silent as I was still trying to figure out what exactly he meant with all that talk on a sudden call.The fact that Dale dared to call me to tell me that had me feeling quite salty. But then, I wondered why he was thinking I was in search of revenge. More importantly, I wondered why how he had found out that I was even having anything to do with Dolph at the moment.I guessed he hadn't changed from the nosy fellow he had been since the time I knew his brother. I was going to get to the bottom of whatever it was that was going on between him and his brother.“Hello… Helen?” Dale asked, as my silence was becoming above normal. “Are you still there? Don't tell me I scared you already with my words. You're Helen Duran after all and you're supposed to—”“What are you talking about, Dale?” I asked, still trying to work my way around what his intentions
“Coming…” I said excitedly as I headed for the door with a dressing robe over my body to hide the lingerie I had prepared for Michael's coming. He'd said he would be coming for just a brief visit. But I was determined to make him stay all through the night like I had done last time. It has me feeling quite like the seductress.“You're the impatient kind…” I said as I opened the door to him. Every part of my body was showing just how excited I was to see him. “Just the kind I like…” I muttered as he hugged me tightly. He had missed me as much as I had missed him and that had me feeling more special than I had felt in a while. There were a lot of feelings buzzing through my body as his arms went around my body. I had almost forgotten that we were still on my front porch. “It was hard to believe that you could come here after the busy days that you've been having at work,” I said, shutting my eyes and enjoying those moments while they lasted. “You are an important part of my life now
I had been contemplating making that call to my stepsister all evening and I had finally decided that I was going to call her to give her a harsh piece of my mind. It was hard not to call her even though I had told myself they weren't worth being called. I didn't need anyone messing up my mental health before the big day.“Hello… Tamika…” she stressed my name with her annoying voice that had me feeling even more salty than I had been at first. “How are you doing, sis?”I was silent for a couple of moments as I wanted to reassure myself that everything she was saying wasn't getting to me. There were a lot of thoughts running through my head, and the loudest of them was that I was the one constantly telling me that I was playing right into her hands.But then, I dispelled it as I was trying to put up a fierce thick skin.“You're going too far, Tara. You and your crazy mother are overstepping my boundaries every single day.” I let out, trying my best not to give in to the angry impulses
It was hard coming to terms with the reality of me being in that call with Phil, who was my most recent ex. At that point, I wished I had never given in to the temptations of thinking about my ex as that seemed to be what had made him suddenly remember that I existed.“What the heck do you want, Phil?” I was aggressive with my words, as I was looking to make it clear I didn't want to have anything doing with him.“Sheesto dolm down, Julia…” he laughed as he seemed to enjoy the reaction he evoked from me. “We're not still fighting, are we?” “You bastard…” I let out, trying my very best to keep my voice under control. I just didn't get why he chose to show up in my life again at that point where he was totally unneeded. “If you going to tell me what this sudden call us all about then I would be hanging up right about now.”“What the heck is wrong with two friends trying to catch up with each other? Quit making this look like we are some sworn enemies that can never get together ever ag
“Dolph… please…” she screamed as I pressed her head down into the pillow. The sound of her muffled screams was like music to my ears. “Please…”“Begging me makes me want to do it even more…” That had been the second time I was saying that to her that night, but still wasn't getting the point. “Stop begging me…”It was too late at that point as I could feel my arousal burning hot and it wouldn't be going down until every single lewd desire in me was fulfilled. I still couldn't tell how we had gone from a dinner date to me having her face to the pillow and her ass up facing me. I had ripped her dress into shreds as I was under the influence of the drugs and my heated arousal.“Think this over, Dolph…” she cried as her head was still down on the pillow. “We could talk this over…” I had her keeping shut as soon as I impaled her with my long unforgiving hardness which had been itching for the warmth of her insides. She let out cries and moans as my thrusts sent unspeakable impulses thro