Chapter 63

I look around and trying to find something useful while I am acting like a good one but failed to find something. A three knocks from my door suddenly heard. I gulp And stare at it. What should I do? Seconds later, I decided to open the door.

The concerned look of Mommy Lavina welcomed me.

"Are you okay? Can I go inside?" She asked gently. I open my door widely.

"I am sorry Mommy Lav. I feel very hopeless as time passes. I am not accepting my defeat. I don't want to pursue your son anymore." I said while not looking at her.

"What changes? Why did you change your mind?" She asked softly.

"I stand no chance even I will try my luck many times." I honestly say.

"What your plans then? Can I hear it?" She asked.

"I want to go out from here. I want to finally accept my father's wants. He wants me to live our hacienda at some province." I said making her look sad.

"Can you just stay here instead? This house is so lonely." She sadly says.

"But I cannot do that now, mommy Lavinia. I wa