BREA POVIt was funny. I didn't even get to kill one person and yet, I was at a fucking crossroads. I watched, my heart rate beating past the point of normalcy, as Nicolai threatening physique filled up half of the wide open door. He was alone. But could I take him down? It was a huge No. I knew that and he knew it too. The look on his face is unreadable. It was always hard to know what went on in his head. He was so aloof, so mysterious, and so fucking perfect, it was hard to ruffle him.His gaze darted to the gun that I still had in my hand, the nuzzle pointing straight in his direction, but I knew I was out of bullets.He cocked his head. "What were my orders?" Orders. Did he give me any orders? I'd been in so much pain, I doubted I'd have remembered even if he did."If you were going to blow his brains out, you should have aimed better while you had the ammunition". His eyes trailed over the blood on the floor as he pulled the gun out of the holster on his waist.The swish of h
NICOLAI POV.Everything was freaking slipping out of my control and it made my chest tight with apprehension. I teetered on the edge, the image of Brea on her knees replaying in my mind over and over again.I always planned everything to a T, but with Brea, every plan just went out of the window, and all I did whenever we were in the same space, just happened, and I should have known that it was going to be like that after the first time I kissed her. She was beautiful, but it wasn't just that. It was the way she stared at me, the way she really looked at me. No one has ever held my gaze the way she did, and it made my heart beat funny in my chest. Did she see me? It was absurd the effect she had on me when she wasn't supposed to matter. Brea had an innocent aura about her that called to my demons to corrupt but I knew it was all a projection. I could see her, see into her soul where the fierce twisted girl she was, resided. I still got chill when I remembered the way she'd smiled
BREA POV.The scent of familiar cologne and the sound of soft footsteps walking toward my bed woke me up from my slumber, but I didn't open my eyes.After months spent in the asylum, I could pretend to be asleep to save my life.I felt his gaze boring into my face and my skin prickled in awareness. What did he want? Why was he just standing there and staring at me? And how could he have such a powerful breathtaking presence when he was just a man? I don't think I am breathing. My chest was tight with tension but I refused to open my eyes. I couldn't look at him, not after what happened the last time he was in my room.The blood of the dead man had ruined my dress, but I didn't have to worry because I was given two pairs of shirts the next day, and without asking, I knew they belonged to Nicolai.For someone he wanted to kill, he sure was acting like a caveman.It was mortifying to have gotten my first orgasm from Nicolai, and that too from sucking his cock. He hadn't even touched me
BREA POV.I woke up to thick darkness and when I flexed my wrist, I couldn't get it to move in any direction I panicked, my breath coming out in short gasps as I tried to seat up to no avail. The bastard! How dare he treat me this way.The darkness made me more frantic and my tongue weighed like a brick in my mouth.I licked my lips which were parched and got out the first muffled word I could utter_ a stupid cry for help that just bounced off the walls. My own voice sounded foreign in my ears and I struggled to swallow, as the panic I'd tried to reign in surged to the surface. I hated the dark, hated it more when I was tied down and vulnerable. How long was I out? And what did Nicolai do in that time frame? My mind ran rampant, assuming only the worst. Did he kill Ryder already or was he waiting for me to wake up, so he could carry out his threat? It was frustrating. One minute I was left all by myself, and the next, I was being tortured by the fucking psychopath for things that m
NICOLAI POV"Going once... Going twice..." The man gave a pregnant pause. "Sold to Sir Enrique Lesias!" His voice boomed through the hall.My hands twitched by my side, itching to do something. Brea was an obsession alright and she seemed to have worn her way into every cervix I possessed.I'd wanted to kill her, and watching her face turn blue as her pulse beat wildly against my palm had been so arousing that I almost did. Her words had been venomous- I could still feel them poisoning my blood; and because of her, I'd come almost close to seeking out Ryder and killing him, but it wouldn't have been only him dead. I would have killed Lucas if I ran into him too because he had touched her that day, and the thought of it still made me see red. I shouldn't have stabbed his arm, I should have cut it all off or dragged out his suffering by snapping his fingers off one after the other.Vicente cleared his throat and I turned to face him."The casino license is next on the list" he informed
LUCAS POVXavier was dead. The news was a shock and I could still feel the tremors of it. The damned stupid bastard. I wondered if he even put up much of a fight... But really, no one could fight Nicolai, no matter how powerful, and I should have known that and not gotten entangled with Xavier's plan when I doubted how successful it was going to be from the beginning. Mostly I had been more worried about him stabbing me in the back because every time we met alone, I made myself vulnerable to attack. The bastard should have just listened to what I told him at our last meeting. I'd warned him to let go of the casino and he'd assured me that he wasn't going to push through with acquiring it, but he'd gone ahead to cross paths with Nicolai, thinking that the information I provided him was enough to outwit Nicolai. I should have known he would do something like this since he always wanted to compete with Nicolai, and yet he was the one who had everything to lose. And if there was one thin
NICOLAI POV "I have intel that Xavier's soldiers are planning to attack us. They have been rallying for recruits for the past two days..."I glanced up from the files I was going through and stared at Vicente. "Do I have to be bothered about such a trivial issue"?"No boss"."Do what you must to stop their movement. Kill them all if you have to and declare the Sagrada clan as my new territory" "Of course. I'll see to it immediately".I flipped the file. "Were you able to secure the shipment"?"Yes, boss. All the weapons are now in our infantry."I smirked, then snapped the file close. I wondered what step Lucas would take now that I had cut his wings off.He was really dumb if he thought that he could team up with a rival of mine to destroy me. He'd already dug his grave too deep and all I needed now was for him to mess up, just one more time... Then I'd feel no remorse sending him to meet his beloved mother."Tell me, is Lucas obeying my order not to leave his house," I asked and V
BREA POVI knew I pissed him off and the sudden quietness that enveloped me after his threat made me feel nauseous but there was nothing to throw up. He'd been starving me for three days- it felt more like a week to me- and I was so drained, I could hardly move about.I hated him, and if he wanted me to feed his ego after what he did to me then he had another thing coming. He'd left me all alone for what felt like forever, and the voice in my head had gotten quieter the longer the time-stretched. I was sure it could see that I was right all along. Nicolai was not the hero but the villain. I stared at him and he raised the bottle he was holding up to my eye level. The fire in his eyes as he opened the bottle of water made my gut clench. Was he going to let me drink or would he pour it all over me? I knew he could. There was nothing he couldn't do when he got pissed off, and I was a hundred percent sure I had made him mad with my words. I knew I was staring at the water desperately bu