I'm really back here. Rexford doesn't want to talk to me much and I get that. It's just hard seeing him like this again. It's like when I first came here. He's cold and talks little. His answers are very short.He is nowhere to be seen. I've looked in all of his rooms. The only place I haven't been in is the room no one is allowed in. Only he goes in and out from it. I guess he hides something in there and I let him have his privacy.I walk to the other side of the hall and knock on the door. He opened the door to step out. "Yes?" He says, giving me a questioning look. "What are you doing here?" I am curious but this is not what I came to ask. I don't even know why I want to talk to him. He closes the door behind him before I can see anything. Oh common."None of your business" he mumbles before walking away. But of course I follow him. "Sorry didn't mean to bother you." I say walking beside him. "But I guess I just wanted to tell you I'm sorry for making it all so complicated, if I
Rexford sleeps beside me. His perfectly shaped face is sleeping peacefully as I think about the things he said. It makes me so sad to know that he's been holding it all to himself.He wasn't born evil. Nobody is. But I guess when everyone is telling you one thing you start to believe it. And Rexford believed that he was nothing more than a brutal, cruel killer. To me he is much more. And he will never have to feel alone as long as I'm here."Morning, '' he says, still sleepy. I give him a smile then get up from bed. "Good morning, slept good?" I ask. He answered with a sleepy nod. "Wow I've never seen you this tired before '' I say. I get up from bed "Oh wait, did we" he looks at the bed then back at me. "Rexford nooo behave" I say crossing my arms. "I don't know what got into me last night, I can't remember much but I want you to forget the conversation we had." He says."It's fine I'm here for you..." I get interrupted by him. "No I don't want to talk about it, just forget it" he s
I've never been the sexual type before. But after the moment me and Rexfordhad, I played with myself each night. Thinking only of him. I mean I've done it before but not this often. I'm so sexually frustrated. But I also want to take it slow. I mean Rexfordand I haven't even kissed yet. And I want it to be special.Each night we order food and talk for hours. I've learned a lot about him these past few days. He can be grumpy sometimes but I'm used to his moods by now. I've learned that he doesn't like animals at all just because a dog bit him when he was younger. And that he has a tattoo behind his ear.I've had a few breakdowns all because my dad keeps texting and threatening me. So Rexford took away my phone for a while. So I can focus on other things.I just hope my family is safe at home. I've been training a lot too. I've gotten much stronger and faster at fighting. My head has also healed. I have bruises on my neck but that will go away soon too.I'm waiting for Rexford to finish
Well nothing more happened last night. I finished and Rexford was very happy to help me out. God he gives me butterflies.Rexford booked our trip and it will be so much fun. We packed a bag each and left soon. We will be gone for two days.I text my mother about our plans and she says to be careful. I grab my bag and head downstairs. Rexford is already waiting outside. When I step out he opens the car door for me then he gets in the driver seat. He seems a little tense but hides it. After all, it's not a normal trip. He's got a lot of work and will probably have to have a good plan to get what he wants. I usually ask about his work. He does what needs to be done, I am more than happy to help but he likes to do it himself."I'm happy I could come with you" I say looking out the window as he drives. "Well I thought I needed you if I lose control." He mumbles. I smile. I like that he can calm down when he is with me. He never loses his temper when he's with me.``Okay so I didn't know
CHAPTER 21*REXFORD'S POV*The food was good. We both finished our dinner. I am waiting for Lucy to get out of the bathroom so I can shower. She's been in there for quite some time now. I've made myself a bed on the couch. Since the fucking hotel couldn't get it right. Tomorrow we will be getting a new room at least.She walks out of the bathroom. She's so perfect. She takes a seat on the bed and looks over at me. "Are you just going to stare or get in the shower?" She asks, smiling. "Can't help it if you look too good," I mumble. She gets all shy and red. I like it when she blushes.***I took a shower and put some pants on. I realized I forgot my shirt outside so I went out to grab it. Lucy watches me the whole time from the bed."Should we sleep?" She asks and I nod. "Yes we have to be up early tomorrow." I say. I move over to my couch and get comfy. She tucks herself in the bed and we sit in silence. "Good night, Rexford," Lucy says.I've never had anyone tell me that in the past
We are still in bed. The sun peeking through the curtains. Rexford's arm is under my head and the other one around me.I had no more nightmares this night. Could it be because I felt protected by him? He held me like this the whole night and I loved it. He's not not the type to comfort people. But last night it really felt like he was worried for me.Rexford starts to wake up when I move a little. I get out of bed. "Good morning" I say with a smile on my face. "God you killed my arm" he mumbles, his eyes not open yet. "It's not my fault you put it there" I say back. I suddenly remembered. We kissed last night. Was that just a dream because it felt like it? I don't get to ask much when Rexford stands up and gets ready for breakfast.***I take a bite out of my sandwich not knowing what to say. Rexford hasn't talked much either. I swallow. "So...about last night" I say as he immediately starts smiling. "What about it?" He says like he doesn't know we just had our first kiss. Well the on
I woke up feeling so happy. Rexford lays beside me and I turn to face him. He looks so peaceful. So much happened last night and I have to say it felt good. So good we fucked so many times.I am now very sore in that area. God it hurts. I don't know if I will be able to walk. But I'm happy it was with him. I try not to wake him when I get up from bed.Shit I can't walk. It hurts so bad..I grab the wall to get myself to the bathroom. Nope this isn't working. "Rexford" I whisper his name. He wakes up to the sound of my voice. He rubs his eyes to wake up then looks at me with a soft smile. I'm only in my underwear and a shirt."What is it love?" He asks sleepy. "I'm so sore I can't walk" I say and without hesitation he gets up and walks towards me. "Wait really, I'm so sorry" he apologizes. "I really need to be able to walk" I say smiling. "Don't worry I will carry you for a whole week if I need to" he says then scooping me in his arms. He carries me to the showers and tears fall down m
*REXFORD'S POV*The ambulances have arrived. They take each body and put them in the cars. Lucy is still crying in the living room. She's on the floor not able to get up. How the fuck could I let this happen. I should've been there protecting her family. Fuck.I don't want to cry. I don't do that. But seeing Lucy so broken hurts my heart. I move over to her as I get low to where she is crying.I don't know what to do. When my mother died I had no one holding me, how do you comfort someone so broken. Whatever I say, it won't make her happy. So how will I fix her now?I reach for her back rubbing it because that's what others do. I've seen it in movies. I want her to know that she has me. She isn't alone. But how will she believe that when she saw her family dead on the couch. She grabs my shirt and pulls her face towards my chest. Crying so, so freaking much."I...I need to know they are fine" she lets out sobbing. God how do I tell her that they are not fine. I think she knows that but