Forty three

BLAKE MORENO POV

I hated to admit it but I was feeling more happy, content, and delirious with a feeling I wasn't sure I could put a name on... it was like a high, a rush that made every inch of me feel alive... even the nightmares that haunted me every other night had stopped, making me feel freer than I'd ever been.

There were days when the agitation returned, both in and out of Gabrielle's presence, especially when we had to play her games- a game that promised such mind-blowing pleasures.

She was hard to resist and I lost to her on every occasion but it was not for the lack of trying... the worst part was that I was becoming happy to lose, I found peace when I gave up all the control to her, letting her take me to heights of pleasure I didn't think was possible.

Gabrielle drove me out of my mind, edging me until I became a squirming begging mess, but I reveled in the feeling, knowing that she knew what to do to take me over the edge. I came so hard sometimes that I ended up blac