-Chapter Thirty Eight-

My mother has been shot.

She suffered four gunshots. 

She was admitted to hospital last night when I received that call. 

I literally froze on the ground and I dropped the phone to the ground. My world stopped and for a still moment, I could not move or talk. I suffered a panic attack and I didn't understand what was going on.

You can not imagine the immense relief that washed through me when I heard the good news!  She is still alive! My mom is still alive! If she had died from the shooting, I am not sure I would have had the strength to handle that loss. My heart would break into a trillion pieces and my soul would tear. I would sure lose a piece of me.

It's true what they say...

You never know how much you love someone until you lose them. Well in this case I have not lost my mother but I was sure as hell about to. And the feeling was terrifying as hell! 

You don't know just how relieved I was when