I FELT I NEEDED TO CLAIM YOU

I was happy that he admitted i was never for his money but felt sorry for being abandoned by a self centered mother who made him think all woen are after money. my face was streaming with tears, and i reached for him but he flinched away and got up to pace to the window. He didn’t want me to touch him, and i wept for the lonely, hurt child he had been and for the emotionally distant and psychologically scarred man that he had become because of his mom. He was sharing what he felt were his most shameful secrets, and it broke her heart that he thought this was his shame and not that of the pathetic excuse of a woman who had abandoned him because of her greed.

“I never felt like I needed you,” he said, keeping his rigid back to her. “But like I told you before, but that sex just couldn’t make me stay away from you after that courage to make me have sex with you. At first the sex was just lust for me because the sex was good , you were so good in bed that I never realized that I was gett