Pahina 21

Claude'ss POV

May mga pagkakataon sa buhay natin na pakiramdam mo may malaking kulang sa iyong pagkatao.

Minsan kapag napagod ka sa paghahanap at pagsubok na mapunan ang kulang na iyon, isinusuko na lamang natin at hinahayaan kaya madalas ay hindi natin maramdaman iyong totoong saya na paulit-ulit na nating sinusubukang hanapin noon.

I want to find that something inside me who always made me feel like everything's not enough. Kasi ang kulang na iyon, alam ko, alam na alam kong naiwala ko iyon kasabay ng paglisan at pagtakas ko noon.

But I don't want to find that peace with this man in front of me right now.

He's hugging me again, comforting me and trying to make me feel better just like before. I can feel the warmth with him but I should not.

"Shhh. Don't worry I'm just here." He said, trying to calm me down.

I don't want him to see me like this. He shouldn't see me having a breakdown in front of him kaya buong lakas ko siyang itinula