From Afar

Alexander's POV

Why? Why do I feel this closeness with Iris?

Why do I feel as if my hands exactly know it's the way around her body?

Why she has this inexpressible control over my actions, feelings everything?

Why do I crave her presence?

Why her smile brings this warm feeling inside my heart?

Why was she engulfed in my arms, making me feel so much at serenity?

Why whenever I see her, I feel like she is a faded memory, that I want to recall desperately.

For fuck's sake, I don't even know this woman.

Then why all these feelings?

While this kiss was initiated by, desire and jealousy, it gradually is now into a need.

The more my lips are moving against her, the more I feel like the abyss in my memory is being filled, making me continue kissing her more and more.

In the back of my mind, I know this is wrong but I won't stop it, nor will let anyone do so.

Now that I know how it feels to have her, I crave her more.

I sound selfish. Fuck me if I dont know that. Last four years, I felt nothi