Kisses

As soon as Xander slammed, I felt the pain everyone talked about, the pain Blair defined as the pain before the ultimate pleasure.

I remember I would always ask her why people are so eager to do something that's gonna give them pain and she would just shake her head at my idiocy and would answer me with a phrase.

No pain, no gain.

And I wish the pain is worth, the ultimate pleasure she talked about.

My nails were clawed at Xander's back, to ease the pain I am feeling.

The pain feels too great. I am feeling my pissy being torn apart. , I want to but can't stop my tears from flowing. I feel filled but at the same time want to feel nothing.

I opened my squeezed eyes to find Xander staring back at me with emotions that were etched with worry and desire. He can feel my pain.

As Xander stills, he started kissing every drop of my tears, whispering sweet nothings in my ear, making me breathe to ease the pain. I don't know if feel pain as well. But looking at Xander, I feel like they d