I find Seven lying in bed, a laptop on his lap, drinking herbal tea.
Just seeing him, still breathing overwhelms me with relief. I was scared I might not find him seated like that. I was scared I'd find him lying on the bed, lifeless.
I dread the day that will happen to me...
He's probably engrossed in writing. That's all he does these days. Writing and writing and writing... I'm the one who does most of the cooking these days even though he jokes how terrible of a cook I am. I even do his laundry, clean up his house since we're always chilling at his house. It's like I moved in here just that there's a lot of my stuff in my house. But I sleep here. I cook here. I eat here. I spend most of my time here. I spend most of the time with Seven...
Because...
Because I don't know when it's going to be the last day...
The last day I look into those beautiful smiling eyes...
"Seven?" I call out standing at the door and he looks up at me.
<I sit on his lap.I snake my arms a bit tight around his neck.He swirls his arms around my waist, trailing kisses up my neck then slowly up my lips.He's mine.I'm his.And in a few weeks time, he'll be mine LEGALLY.I'm taking off my dress when Seven suddenly stops me and pulls away."No. We don't have to do this."I get off his lap, my head bowed in embarrassment as I pull away from him."Sorry about that," I mutter.Seven's face is flushed. "No... No... I'm sorry...""You should not be sorry that you're not attracted to me. It's not your fault," I mutter as I stand from the bed.Seven grabs my arm and pulls me back to the bed. He puts me on his lap and tucks a tendril of hair behind my ear."I'm attracted to you," he says gently. "God! I'm so fucking attracted to you. To your sweet face. Your colorful eyes. Your vibrant nature. Your perfect curves. Your loud laugh. The way you think. T
I gasp in disbelief. "What!"She bursts into a loud long laugh. "You should see the look on your face, Cutie."I sigh in relief and chuckle a little bit. "Wait, did you say your name is May?"She nods."May? Seven's sister?"May looks at me for a moment, startled. "He told you I'm his sister?"I look at her suspiciously. "Aren't you his sister?"May laughs. "Ofcourse I am. I'm just a little surprised he didn't tell you...""Tell me what?""We are twins."Twins? They look nothing alike."Fraternal twins."That makes sense...I chuckle. "I guess he forgot that part."She nods. "Don't mind my twin brother. He can be so forgetful at times. I hope he never wakes up and forgets who you are."I stare at her blankly.May taps my shoulder. "Come on... I'm just kidding. Who would forget someone as terrific as you, Terra."I like her already."Come in."The minut
"Yesss!"May shrieks thus pouring popcorn allover my lap, the couch and the floor. It's the third time she's done this after seeing the animated dog and little puppy share a kiss."It's so cute, right?"No it's so baby-ish.I can't believe I'm seated at 1am watching a FREAKING CARTOON. Reason? May didn't want to stay up by herself all night and sadly, she couldn't catch any sleep sleeping on the couch alone. So the solution? To watch this stupid ugly boring cartoon, sandwiched between Seven and I.Seven wasn't for the idea but I convinced him to help out his stubborn twin sister in this so that she could Atleast get some sleep.The cartoon comes to an end.I sigh in relief because she can finally get some sleep and in turn, I can also get my much needed sleep. But it's Seven I want to get plenty of sleep. He's sick and he doesn't want May to know the truth. He's the one suffering and his sister does
SEVENMay can be so annoying!I don't know why the hell she decided to come stay with Terra and I.But now that I think about it, I think CJ told her to come and stay with us. For some reason, CJ doesn't seem to trust me around Terra. Told you he's still madly irrevocably inlove with her... No matter how much he denies it...CJ is scared that I am starting to fall for Terra...I don't know why he's so scared.I mean, what's his business who i choose to fall for? As long as I get the job done, why should he give a fuck?According to CJ, he seems to have this notion in his head that me falling for Terra will ruin everything...But how will it ruin the plan when I have everything under control?But do I really?Do I have everything under contro
TERRASeven is gawking at me.Astonished by the sudden change in my behavior.He doesn't know...He doesn't know I heard him last night...He doesn't know that I know he's working with CJ to tear me apart.I don't know how I was able to catch some sleep after hearing the both of them on the phone call.I felt like breaking down into tears right that moment.I felt like screaming.I felt so betrayed.I felt like Jesus on the cross.And the worst and hardest part is that I have to stay calm and collected, and think about a plan thoughtfully.I don't want to act impulsively.I want to beat CJ so hard at this game he started to hurt me. I want to hurt him instead...
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Babies!Everybody is just getting pregnant and getting babies!And then there's me, going to every baby shower and labor room.And here I am at Dee's baby shower.An all-women small party.I drove all the way here after Dee called saying she needed me to help her out with putting the event together.I left work a bit earlier, some few minutes after I'd had lunch. Infact, I didn't just leave. I sneaked out before CJ could smell a rat.When he notices that I'm absent, he's going to breathe fire and brimstone but be can go to hell for all I care...Infact, why is he so much on my case when he should be training on how to change diapers. You know, such important things, now that he's going to be a dad...So he really chose Heaven...He chose her to be the mother of his kids...In some strange deep part of me, I always thought that would be me... That I would be the mother of hi
Another stupid nightmare!I hate having to wake up all sweaty and panting heavily. But what I hate most is waking up to the same exact person that's causing me to have the nightmares.I didn't wake up screaming this morning.Seven is still asleep.Funny enough, May was able to squeeze herself between the both of us. Like she always does because she's afraid I'm going to fuck her boyfriend.But I might...Just to mess around with their heads...That would drive May and CJ crazy...I quickly prepare for work and when I'm almost done with dressing up, Seven wakes up and sits up on bed."Morning Sugar...""Morning babe..."This leads to May waking up and she sits up in bed, looking me up and down."Damn! Your body is to die for!"I just giggle."Guys! I'm in a rush!" I grab my handbag."See you all in the e