I start wiping his shirt, crying how sorry I am but he stops me and instead looks at me.
"Hey. It's fine," he says gently.
CJ suddenly steps back and crosses his arms against his chest, observing me.
"You look... Different."
Zara pinches my back and I wince.
CJ smiles at the both of us. "Have fun..." he looks at me. "See you around."
Then he walks away, fixing his tie.
Zara gasps. "Bitch, what have you done to CJ?"
Here we go again...
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I'm dancing in George's arms at the huge ballroom.
We are dancing to a slow song and from a distance, I spot CJ. He's dancing with that bitch, Madeline. For some strange reason, I feel irked seeing her in his arms.
There's no passion whatsoever or emotion as he dances with Madeline. Madeline is lying her head gently on his shoulder, his arms twirled around her wai
TYCOON CEDRIC JEAN, CJ, FINALLY COMES OUT AS GAY, INSIDE SOURCE REVEALS. HIS SECRET BOYFRIEND IS YET TO COME OUT.What!This is bullshit!I mean, I don't know his sexuality but this magazine shouldn't be out here blasting him if he's not okay with it.Zoe narrows her eyes at me. "Do you think it's true?"I shake my head. "I don't know..."Zoe leans in closer to me."I know all this BS in this magazine is true. I mean, Mr Grumps doesn't have a girlfriend. He snobs girls and doesn't even look twice when they pass by him swinging their asses. I've never hear
There's a stretch of weird silence then CJ bursts into hearty laughter. The laugh dies down when he notices he's the only one laughing.His dark eyes dilate."You're fucking kidding me, right?"Phoebe rolls her eyes."It doesn't have to be real. It's just for the cameras and the papers and that's it!"CJ laughs yet again."So, I'll have a fake girlfriend is what you're saying?""Yeah... Someone you'll be seen around with. Go on public dates with. Walk around the streets with. Hold hands in public with. You know... All that stupid PDA... Just for
I toss myself on the couch.Fuck! What did I just do? I said "I'll think about it" to my boss?CJ came directly to my house to ask if I could be his "acting" girlfriend and I told him I'll think about it? Fuck! What's wrong with me? What if this puts my internship at his company in jeopardy? What if he fires me?Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!But there's still one thing that puzzles me...Why?Why did he have to choose me? Of all the girls he could have picked, he picked me?I mean, CJ is one handsome, prominent and very successful tycoon. He could get someone much
Madeline throws cold water on my body the second time.I still don't react.She steps on my face with her heel and cusses, "Fuck! I hate this bitch!"She stops stepping on my face and walks back to her office. I can hear the fading of the tik-tak of her heels.She's still grumbling."Who the fuck does she think she is? Using my fucking toilet! Nobody uses my toilet! Ugh! Now I have to order an expensive disinfectant and new scrubbers! I can't use that toilet if it's not disinfected!"This woman must be sick in the head. And she's talking too much to herself. It's kind of scary.
In all my years of breathing, I have never felt so embarrassed and humiliated.CJ said no.He said "no" to me.And after that sharp "no", he politely kicked me out of his office and asked me to shut the door.I left the office, full of shame and embarrassment. My legs were weak. My heart was racing. My hands were shaking.Thank God George was not standing outside with the secretary. I didn't want to see anyone at the moment because my face was so flushed and my cheeks were burning.Like, what was I thinking?That he'd say
"Hello?"It's mom's soothing soft voice."Hello, mom."I'm the one that called her.It's the second time in a row that I'm having that nightmare. The nightmares are back.I just woke up, panting and sweating.And the first person I wanted to talk to was my mom."Mom, I'm having nightmares again..."Mom takes a deep breath. "About Saul?"I swallow hard, the mention of his name sending a cold chill down my spine
CJ presses me harder onto the wall, his lips knocking hard on mine. His mouth sinks deeper into mine as his hands go smoothly over every curve.He grabs my thighs tight and lifts me, kissing me more fiercely... Passionately...With so much longing...I snake my hands around his neck, grabbing him tighter, pressing him closer towards me."Terra!"Oh, God! His husky voice as he moans my name."Terra!"I snap back to reality.CJ is standing beside me, holding my hand,
This is the third shop.The third fucking shop we have stopped at.We have been walking up and down the whole town, stopping by every wedding gown shop but Madeline is still not satisfied.The reason she dragged me along?So that I can carry her handbag and hold the umbrella for her to protect her "perfect" skin from the harsh sun.Just so you know, the "harsh sun" is not up today and it's a cloudy day.Sometimes, I feel like I'm not on an internship, rather, I'm just a fucking slave. Madeline's slave. And what pisses me off is that there's nothing I can do about it beca