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You Disgust Me!
Hours before the wedding,
Dee just dashed into the washrooms.
I'm left staring at myself in the mirror.Despite the makeup, I still find my face dark and pale.Is this what I really want? Do I really want forever with CJ? Am I ready for this? Am I ready for him? To have kids with him? Make a family with him? Shit! Why am I having second thoughts? Do I really love him? If I do, why do I have this many doubts?
My phone rings, pulling me from the range of thoughts lined up in my mind.
An unknown number.
I quickly pick up.
"Hallo?"
"Hallo."
CJ's dad.
"Mr. Jean?"
"Terra, I believe today is your big day."
"Yes it's my wedding day."
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