Jamil
"Are you sure about that?" Beta Green asked, his face looking even more tired in the nightlight. We were sitting in his study, a small room that smelled like books and oil and books. I held back the urge to sigh as I stared out the window and saw the moon beaming brilliantly on the earth. For the umpteenth time, I wondered why wolves could not be like the celestial bodies. Forever fixed in the firmament, not having to worry about having to fall from their perch in the heavens. Come rain, come sunshine, come winter, come autumn, you could always bank on them to be there. If perhaps, it was too cloudy and the sun or moon did not show, you could be certain they would be there the next day. There was no guile or pretense with them, just simple duty. It was not so with wolves. Unlike the animals which we take most of our attributes from, we seem to be more interested in our individual gain than the good of the entire pack. We didn't care who got betrayed, hurt or even died so long as we could accomplish our purpose. I recalled what had happened several nights ago and could not help a shaky exhale. Perhaps, it was due to the human part of us? That specie tended to have a lot of flaws. The Beta stared at me with a look that was just as heavy. If I felt this way, I couldn't even imagine the kind of conflict he must be having within him right now. His face seemed to have aged a couple of years within the past few minutes. "Where is Ulo? Shouldn't he be here?" The Beta asked, his eyes traveling to the door like he expected Ulo to walk in at any moment. The sigh escaped me as I recalled how we had parted ways earlier. I shuddered, wondering what was going on with him. Suddenly, the night seemed to have grown too cold. "He..." I started but the Beta waved me off. Obviously, he had too many things on his mind to focus on any single thing. He lowered his eyes to the scroll that was spread before him and examined it closely before raising his head toward me again. "You are a warrior, one of the best warriors of the pack..." Usually, a praise like that would have gotten me all swollen up but with all that was going on, he might have as well told me that I smelt like rotten eggs. "In the absence of your father, I believe that you are more than capable which is why I would like for you to tell me how best you think we can handle this...ah, problem." With the way he said the word, 'problem,' I could see that he was avoiding mentioning the name. I couldn't blame him though. I had fought the person along with Ulo on the night of Jamil's poisoning yet, I could still not shake the chill whenever I recalled the memory. The last thing I wanted was to have to deal with that person again but it didn't seem like I had much choice. "Also!" He started, stroking his chin, his eyes heavy with thought. "You mentioned blood rubies? On that same night?" "More like blood diamonds. But they were gone within a moment." "Hmmm!" He grunted as he stroke his chin over and over, lost as he was in deep thought. I frowned as thoughts that were uncalled for started to form into deductions. My eyes widened as the loose ends connected. "You think they are related?" "Hmmm!" He grunted again as he removed his hand from his chin and started to trace the scroll again like that would somehow change its contents. I highly doubted that. He beckoned me over and pointed to a dark spot that looked like rather suspiciously like dried blood. "This is where it happened?" I nodded grimly as I recalled something the person had referred to himself as. Something that had faded just about as soon as I heard it because I hadn't thought it meant much but now that I saw the mark, a growing suspicion started to form in the pit of my stomach. "He called himself the Blood knight." "The Blood knight!" The Beta had always had a reputation of being able to keep his cool under pressure but right now, he totally blew the cover as he spat the word and jumped to his feet. He started to pace as he repeated the word like he couldn't believe it. "You know him?" I asked, my heart filling up with equal parts of dread and eagerness. The Beta stopped before me. He gulped in what looked like fear which made me cringe as I wondered who this person really was. "Yes, I know the Blood knight but I really hope you did not meet with him because if it turns out that it was him that you really met, then this Pack is in danger. Are you...are you sure you heard that name right?" From what the Beta had just said, I desperately wished I could say no, like my memory would get a sudden gap fill and I would realize that I had gotten the name all wrong but no such luck. I pursed my lips and shook my head grimly. "This is bad. He gave up so much to end this. And..." His tremble was so great that even I could see it. He reached out and clasped my arms. "Oh, gods!" He cried. "The diamonds." "Beta Green?" I called, my shoulders starting to hurt from his firm grip. "Perhaps you could tell me more about this person? Perhaps a way to defeat him?" For a moment, the Beta's protective face fell away completely and in its place was a man who was scared to death.JamilThere is a saying that goes like this, "what an elder sees that makes him walk around naked, if a child sees such, he would lose his entire essence." This saying rang in my mind over and over as I watched the Beta fidget in discomfort. I thought to myself that I wouldn't want to face someone or something who could make the Beta this panic-stricken. I liked to think of myself as a carefree person who couldn't be bothered by burdens such as fear which only added to your problems but in that moment, I couldn't deny that I felt a huge blob that tasted an awful lot like fear surge from my abdominal cavity all the way to my oral cavity. The panic was so great that it very nearly crippled me. "There is no escape!" The creature had declared. At the moment, I hadn't thought much of it but now that I saw the man before me, I began to believe that perhaps, there was no escape. We remained frozen like that for what seemed like an eternity and a half before the Beta blinked and seemed to
JamilWhen your usually jovial friend starts crying about being a monster, what do you tell them? You are not a monster? Or yes, you are one, so suck it up and make the best of it? Listening to Blaire cry sent several thoughts racing through my head as I thought about how best to get her off her haunches. Maybe if I had had a moment to think about it, then I would have known something better to say. (Note: as carefree and sweet as I like to think I am, I have never for once understood women. They say they are feeling bad so you tell them a joke only for them to go ballistic on you. It is no wonder that I feel more comfortable around my own gender. Even Ulo, who is the worst of us by my own standards does not take my words and use them against me.) I looked up at the sky, making a small prayer as I turned my attention back to Blaire. "Of course not. You are not a monster. Why would you even think that?" I cooed, swiping my thumb over her face. "I am." She cried again, pushing me awa
JamilLooking for a job? That is just great. It is a well known fact that there is dignity in labour but please, in all you do, never accept a job that requires you to be a go-between in a fight, especially if you don't know what the fight was all about. Getting back to the tree with Blaire in tow, i just knew it was going to be a very long night. Ulo took one look at my train and turned around, immediately starting to walk away. Behind me, Blaire started to slink away as well but I managed to stop her in time. "Come on!" I pulled her along as I raced after Ulo. "Hey! Wait up buddy!" There was no way he hadn't heard but of course, my buddy chose to ignore me. I decided not to take offense. Of course, I had little other choices but let's not go there, yes? "Let me go, Jamil. He obviously doesn't want to talk. Perhaps, he would be in a better mood tomorrow. I will speak to him then." Behind me, Blaire was throwing a fit of her own. I wondered for the umpteenth time what I had done to
Luna The first thing I noticed was the door which looked like the trunk of a very wide, though not so tall tree. I hesitated but Indrik was not having any of that as he pulled me in with him. Inside the hut was so cozy, I could barely control the urge to curl up and sleep on the bed. It didn't seem possible but the ground seemed to be covered with living grass that teased at my legs, urging them to get out of their covering and seek refuge in them instead. The bed seemed to be made of plant matter as well. The four bedposts which each grew to be about five feet and bore leaves which grew into each other in a manner reminiscent of the trees in the entry point seemed to have grown directly from the ground. Curious about it, I bent over and took a look at the bed. Like I had suspected, it was also made of grass, like the one on the ground except this one seemed even fluffier. I placed my hand on it and hardly realized when I crept into the bed. Laying down on it, it was like I had die
To say that I was frightened out of my wits would be a very gross understatement. My heart had somehow jumped from its enclosure in my chest and was now making very wild beats in my ears. I struggled to hold my head steady to avoid a very large organ dropping out of it. I wasn't sure a large red blood spurting organ would be a very good sight to see. My hands suddenly seemed to grow a mind of their own as they flailed helplessly, my attempts to keep them at my side failing woefully. My belly was not left out as it tumbled violently like a pit of snakes had been let loose in it, each of which was nice having a field day of biting out huge chunks out of my belly walls. My legs? They seemed to have suddenly had all their bones melted into a tissue puddle as they wobbled under me, threatening to give out under me at any moment. As if the scare by the trees wasn't already good enough, the guardian of the trees decided to pay me a visit as well. That was what he/she looked like at least.
Luna "Who are you?" I asked again, my voice extremely soft. Whoever could speak to trees and order them around was definitely a force to be reckoned with and to be feared. "Sorry about that. He just would not listen to me. You know what children are like, right?" He continued in his voice which now sounded like the sound of a thousand falling leaves. I looked behind me wondering why Indrik was yet to come out. I regretted it instantly. The hut was gone and in its place were even more trees which were keeping us enclosed. I did a 360 degree turn, yet I could not see anything apart from trees around us. My blood seemed to be turning to lead as I turned back to the man. "Where is Indrik?" I asked, scared to know what his response would be. "The boy? He is just fine." He waved his branch arms and a few leaves fell off, swirling as they made their way to the ground. I wasn't sure I believed him but I didn't think I was left with many other choices. "Who are you and what do you wan
Jamil I glared at the group of men that had surrounded us. I could see and count about six men standing before us looking like they had very hostile intentions. I did a quick scan of the environs trying to see if there were any others lurking around but there seemed to be none. Either that, or they were hiding well out of view. "Well, well, look who we have here." A man moved forward. He wasn't very tall but he had the muscular build of one who could take on ten men of my own size. He completed the look with a full beard which extended to his chest area. "Who are you and what are you doing here?" I snarled, my hand flying to my side only to be reminded that I had no sword. It wasn't exactly one of the most important accessories you thought to pack when you were preparing to go for a run. I groaned inaudibly silently cursing myself for being so careless. With what had been going on in the past couple of days, I should have known better than to leave the palace without my sword. No
Jamil After a quick search through the woods that yielded no results, we headed back to the palace with the hearty news. So much for trying to get everyone in a better mood. "Who do you think they were? You think they..." I stopped mid-sentence but the way Ulo looked at me informed me that he had gotten my message. "I don't know." He replied brusquely. I nodded. I wasn't in a very good mood myself. Good work universe. You have successfully ruined a perfectly good mood. Getting back to the palace, we elected to go see the Beta immediately. Sure, it was the dead of night but that kind of threat could not be dismissed easily. For one, the man seemed to have known a lot about us which was unfair considering that we didn't really know all that much about him. He had not only known about Beta Green but he had also known about his son. He hadn't mentioned my name but I had a feeling that he knew exactly who I was. Blaire too. Another suspicion that I had was that he had known we wou