I woke up crying in pain but lulled myself back to sleep with over the counter pain medications and a heating pad. Multiple alarms were on in, even the oven timer, so I would wake up at 6:30AM at the latest. I needed time to let the hot water from the shower loosen my tense muscles, blow out my hair and curl it, even add make-up because I looked like I hadn't slept a wink even though I had been asleep since 6PM the night before.
Skipping my morning coffee, I opted for caffeine pills and a black tea latte that tasted nothing like an actual coffee latte. I was in the office and ready to go by 8AM. Presentation was at 9AM and the tee off time at the country club was 10:30AM. It was a tight schedule. Hopefully I'd be back home and in bed by 11AM. And no matter what the outcome of today, I had already decided that I would put in my notice of leave so I could move home before my sister went into labor. I would like to put in a two week's notice but I knew that would be a dick
I wrapped up this week and went home to celebrate with a bottle of sparkling wine. I would have bought the good champagne but I remembered who is paying for next week and decided to wait.The shower felt glorious. Hot water beads drilling into my stiff shoulders after I had a nice light dinner and half the bottle of Prosseco on my own. I wrapped myself in one of my large beach towls that I never use and decided to just air dry in bed. I turned on Netflix, The Queen's Gambit. I don't even like chess or that time period but I couldn't stop watching it. Before I knew it, time had flown by and it was a half hour to midnight.I was physically, emotionally, and mentally drained. Exhausted. Yet when my phone pinged with a notification for a private chat, I couldn't help my excitement. I had been so turned on by these two unknown, now known, men online with just words and emojis, but now it had seemed so real and uncomfortable. But that didn't mean I was any less aroused. 
I woke up with him on my mind, looking forward to another chat. My entire body tingled with anticipation of chatting with Adam, who refused to use our real names so he's currently LimberJack.I FaceTimed with my sister who was freaking out about how her body is changing. She didn't find my suggestion about her complaining to local teens about everything from the morning sickness to fatigue to mood swings and how her woo-ha would never been the same once that baby crowned. She's walking, talking birth control."Someone's in a good mood while I suffer. Did the whole app meeting thing get approved or whatever.""No. I wish. I put my foot in my mouth by adding a fuck-ton onto this project and now the board is expecting me to pull it off.""Okay...""It's like they told me to build a two beds, two baths home. Easy, right? I basically looked at the design and created my own Barbie doll dream house. The emphasis being on the word dream. They w
The rest of the weekend went by without a single text or direct message from Adam. I didn't ask if Noah had talked with him since our relationship had changed and I felt like that was for Noah to decide for us.As tempted as I was to reach out to Adam, I knew Noah's wishes were more of a command. I believe he might of felt threatened or maybe even insecure when it came to Adam. I hope that if it were an issue of trusting me with Adam that Noah would be mature enough to have that conversation.We had a lot of conversations. He's an Alpha Dom/Daddy Dom. Alpha's are more aggressive in and outside the bedroom. Daddy Dom's are just as possessive but there is a care there that differs, especially with age play. Either way I learned about the different types of dominant / submissive relationships and that BDSM is just one part of it. It's the sexual part, the one that is seen most often or read about, but it's a scene or play time with your partner (and maybe others), a
Adam's POVI knew I had been stupid in not reaching out to Holly the very next day, but I got into my own head and talked myself out of it.It wasn't until I didn't hear from Noah over the weekend that I realized he was training a new submissive. It didn't take me long to put together which lucky lady was: Holly.We had such an intense night together while I was drunk off of top shelf whiskey and missing her. I only had a taste, my first hit, and I was addicted.Why didn't I call her? Or even text her? Hell, I could have even reached out online and I didn't do that! Why?Why?Because she's more complex than a jigsaw puzzle. She's so brilliant that it's hard to keep up with her. Holly shines brighter than the sun when iti's high in the sky. She's wound way too tight and I just want to untangle the mess that is Holly.It would take a lifetime. And that's why I acted so stupid.It was clear: I was in
"Don't worry, baby girl, Adam just doesn't understand what a D/s relationship is and how quickly it can become so intense." Intense would be putting it mildly. I'd call my work life intense. This was like a volcano of sexual desire and feelings for him that was constantly errupting. I nodded. "Words." "Yes, Daddy." We had arrived at the hotel and Noah decided we should stay in separate rooms for now. Apparently I'm in what's known as sub frenzy. It happens to new submissives or when a submissive connects on a whole other level. "Now, you are going to unpack. I expect you to practice your poses. I want a picture of your beautiful face and pussy every 30 minutes. On. The. Dot. Do you understand, princess? "Yes, Daddy. Every 30 minutes, two pictures. One of my face and one of my kitty." I seemed to get really into this state of being a little girl, but not actually being a little girl. "No. Listen
Noah's POVKnowing that I am the master of this kiss that my brother has waited years for gives me such a natural. I control their kiss, their pleasure, their pain. And watching my baby girl get turned on before she comes to sit on daddy's lap will be the cherry on top."Dude! Keep it in your pants!"I was just palming myself through my pants. My brother acts like he has no shame but won't venture out into any sort of uncomfortable territory; sexually or otherwise."Kiss. Her."I saw Holly try to hide the excitement in her eyes. Her nipples were already hard but a nice gold chain hanging between her nipples would look even hotter. Luckily I came prepared with nipple clamps but she deserves her own special pair.They were both still staring at me as I stared at my baby girl's chest. What the fuck is wrong with my brother? Does he not know when to take an opportunity by the horns?! I'm gifting this moment to them."Let me be more
My rational mind said that Noah was an asshole for making me kiss his brother, but there was this other side of me that was at peace for the first time.I was following orders the way I love to do. I was being a good girl for my Daddy Dom. My trust in him to not allow it to go too far was rewarded. My anxious mind could stop questioning what I did because he knew what I needed and wanted. I knew he would have food for me. Coffee was less often than I liked but it was probably for the best. He looked out for me like a father would and I loved my father, not this way, but I respected him and took his advice. I didn't question my father and I don't question Daddy. They are two different people entirely but both bring me peace and the freedom to follow the road less traveled because they've given me permission to do so.Yes, I'm a grown woman who doesn't need permission and yet I've allowed countless hours of my life wasted on worrying about what the other person tho
The spa day was a nice beref from Noah. I felt intoxicated and it wasn't because of the $700 bottle of red wine that we drank last night. I woke up in his strong arms holding me close to his chest. His smile and brilliant blue eyes made my stomach do backflips.How could he want me?Just thinking about waking up with him made me bite my lip and hold back my smile. Every treatment was better than the next and this was only my first round. Noah's booked us a room at a kink club. He swears by it and his confidence in it gave me confidence and excitement I hadn't known before.He had already picked out my nail polish color so I didn't have to sit there and try colors for the first twenty minutes of my manicure with spa pedicure time. I could just walk in, sit down, and just enjoy."Glass of champagne Miss?"I should really ask Noah. Is this a test? Did he know they served champagne down here? I don't even have my phone."