chapter 38

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I sat on my desk, running my hand through my hair in frustration. Everything was a mess! Everything that had happened to to this point had been a mess, I was losing control of everything. The bombing had been a major setback and I was still struggling to catch the culprit but now Marianna knew about why I had her kidnapped.

"Fuck!!" I screamed and threw the mug on my table into the wall, the glass shattered on the floor and the coffee stain dripped down from the wall. Things were just starting to be stable, to be normal. How the fuck did I loose control of everything so fast? From the looks of it she only knew a portion of the truth, if she found out everything she would never forgive me. It wasn't like she was going to forgive me anyways but I'd rather have her like this than for her to completely hate me. I never thought my past would come back to haunt me this way. I had no one to blame but myself because if I had killed Marianna lie I was supposed to, none of this wou