Rozieden is very different from all the guys I've met before. Maybe he is just also the type who falls inlove with efforts, words of affirmation and actions. But the difference is it is just he enever experienced all those things. That is why he is different. He is different because he is so curious of feeling it, he enevr voice it out but his eyes screaming it so loud. He wants attention and affection too. People around him failed to make him feel that and it causes him to act so tough to everyone because he thinks like no one is there for him. I want him to feel like he is not. I want him to feel like someone is willing to fight for him. I want him to also see the beauty of being cared of, the beautry of being loved. I want him to feel that, to feel everything that he supposed to feel. He deserves it. Just ;ike the feeling that he gave me, the feeling of being teated that you are special to someone. Rozieden made me so flattered and happy that night. Those darkest days of my li
After what happened earlier Rozieden brought me in a place full of lights. I can still see people here in our direction. There are also couples who is enjoying in the other parts of the place but here in this mat where we are sitting, this is more better a hundred times. ''How did you planned this, huh?'' I am teasing him right now because this looks so romantic and I din't think that a person who have a weird personality like him can think of somethig like this. ''Actually I asked someone to do it for me because I really don't have free time, but I am the one who planned it.''He answered. There are foods and drinks too. There are also lunch boxes full of foods for the dinner as what he said. There are also guitar at the back, books and some chips and he said it is for the vibe and just a design to add coolness in the place. ''You don't have to worry because I know how to play guitar.'' I chuckled like I am joking but I really do play guitar. ''Really? Then you should sing a song
Just like my usual job, I started encoding things needed and checking Mr. Woods schedule. I requested him to put me outside his office again. I don't want to be inside his office everyday and he agreed with it since he doesn't want me to feel uncomfortable if his Mom stay there again and checking us. It will be fine here because she doesn't have reasons to check us around if we are not even together.I've seen her entered Mr. Woods office earlier and after and left after few minutes of staying inside.She saw me but she just gave me a glare and walked away.I don't know what is running inside her mind but it is better for me to put myself away from the situation of being near from them. It's just I don't know how to do it if Rozieden keeps coming to me and I don't even know how to distance myself from him, I mean I don't want to."I've heard that the branch is losing some funds. How can we tell Mr. Woods?" "What's happening Miss Bea?" I ask when I heard her talking with Miss Jessie.
"We didn't found it yet." Miss Jessie uttered with a very bothered eyes.I heaved a sigh and wondering if the money is really gone or we just need to trace it properly."And we tried for how many times to traced it but we really can't." An employee coming from the finance team said. She already knows it and she is about to send the files to the whole team and we are all just waiting for the results.After this discussion maybe Rozieden will already going to know about this. I'm afraid that he will be so disappointed to us. I know it became hard for him to get close with his employees and now that he is starting to create relationship with them it messed up. I wanted him to trust his employees and the employees to him as well. I want to stay working here. I am starting to love the place and the people here.Also it is because of Rozieden and our relationship even if I know our situation is hard especially if I continue pushing myself to him, it will be hard. Maybe the only thing I don'
It's been three days since the issue about the missing funds in the UZ bank happened. Everyone is working for it and even if the exact given days are not yet finished everyone is really aware that we can't really bring the money back.Tommorow is Sunday and we will go to church early just like the usual. Rozieden texted me that he will going with us and also with Melden. It's Saturday and I want to be with Dad and bond with him today.I said we would watch movies today because on Monday and in the following days I will be busy again on work and just going to see each other at night sand when I came home he is always already asleep.Talla told me that Dad has been getting lethargic again lately even though she always walks and gives him medicine. He said that he gets tired quickly or that Dad is just lazy to do some activities and don't have the urge of moving around. So I thought of doing this together with him. I saw how Dad followed me using his piercing eyes. Now I believe Talla th
I decided to go to work tommorow. I need to, since Rozieden did not approved my email for him. I know I am feeling something inside of me but I do not want to name it. It's been three days and it is already wednesday since my absence at work but he did not even texted me again.I do not know what and how to feel about it. We are not in a relationship and I do'nt have the right to demand and ask reasons from him. Just like my usual days, I use a taxi to go to work and when I am already in the UZ bank I tried to be energetic even if I keep thinking for Dad. Talla is there to watch him but I am still worried for him.But it seems like I do'nt need to be energetic anymore since the people is not giving me the same energy as what I am trying to give them. The tellers from the ground floor looks so shocked on my presence. It looks like they are seeing a ghost walking passed through them. My brows furrowed but I still do not want to be rude so I continued in the elevator and there is a l
Rozieden told me that he is not used hearing curses from me. He is so worried that he hurt me so much. He regretted it and we are just here the whole on his office. He is hugging me from the back while he is trying to swing our body together. He looks like a kid longing for his mother's hug but of course this is different. His warmth hug feels so good behind me. We are both facing the city through the wall glass behind his table inside the office. "Do you really believe me that I did not took any money from the company?'' I ask him while we are still on that position. ''If you will say that you did'nt then that is the thing that I need to believe to.'' He answered as he put his face in my shoulder. ''Yeah, I did not took anything but that is not fair, what if I am not telling the truth, huh?'' I ask because it's true, even if I am telling the truth we still need to make an investigation again to know the whole truth. ''If you love me, you won't lie to me. And I believe that you l
I am just staring at Mr. Woods, We are about to eat now and talking about the case at the same time. I stared at him even more when I realized something that I shoud not think right now. I do not want to conclude things. It is more safer but I am having some guts about it. ''Your mom is the one who conducted the investigation, right?'' I suddenly ask him that made his brows furrowed but nodded at the end. It seems like he realized something as well after I ask that. ''Well, I also wonder why Justin lied that we had a date last monday. I will talk to him.'' I tried to change to topic because I do not want to offend him if I will accused things towards his mother that is not sure yet. ''You ca not talk to that asshole alone. My investigator will talk to him and we will ask for his statement.'' He uttered while putting too many foods in my plate. ''You know what, I really do not care about the money, Kellah. All I only want is the truth and I am holding into your words.'' I saw Mr.