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~ Kade's pov ~ I paced in front of the room, raking a hand through my hair so many times that my scalp had begun to throb from the assault. "Calm down you're making me even more nervous." Colby voiced out, looking like he was about to throw up. I groan, tugging at the roots of my hair and turn to him. "Did you know?" I managed to wrench out of my throbbing throat. God, I was holding back tears and it only caused my body to feel like I was about to die. Every breath I took feel painful. Colby's brows pinch as he looks up at me from his seat. "Knew about what?" "Dammit Colby the least you could do is stop pretending that you don't know what I'm talking about!" I sneered. It was wrong of me to pass the frustration of the situation on him. But I couldn't help it. I needed to let it out. If I didn't I would suffocate. Colby winces and mumbles. " I only found out today. I was the one who made her take the test today and it came back negative. You must know she was going to tell you.
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~ Kade's pov ~ I have never felt so anxious in my life before, so scared of the unknown, so terrified of someone else's words. Words that can change you, break you, tear you apart. This kind of fear was crippling. I can't seem to hear voices, the words going around me. I'm aware of mouths moving. I'm aware that something important was being said. Something I should listen to. And when my eyes shift from the doctor currently speaking to Mrs. Cross I knew that whatever was being said, wasn't good. I could see the pain in both their eyes, gleaming so strongly that I was nearly tempted to look away. Then Mrs. Cross's hand lift to her mouth in a gasp and I just knew the doctor had delivered the worst news ever. And perhaps it was that which prompted my ears to work again, to get the information I needed. Information I was sure would rip my soul." She might need a few days or months to cope with the loss of the fetus. Miscarriage is not an easy road to emotional recovery. She's young
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♡ Mia's pov ♡Why?That was the question that kept swirling in my head over and over. The answer never came to me though, and I was sure it never will.I will never know why this had happened. Or why it had to. I would never know.My throat felt impossibly sore when I was done screaming. But I knew the reason I stopped was because I had no more voice left to scream. I had no more energy to even cry.No more tears to soak the pillow under my head.I felt cold, dead even.I didn't feel like myself anymore.And I feared that.....no one would be able to save me from the darkness that has chosen to swallow me whole.And maybe....I didn't want anyone to.I'm aware of the door reopening again, but I'm too lost in my sorrow to even turn around and see who has entered.It's only when I hear the warmth of my mom's voice I know it's her. "Mia baby," She started her voice cracking in grief.The sound made my heart throb."Twizzler...." Dad started and I clenched my eyes tightly, my heart shatteri
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♡ Mia's pov ♡I lifted my shirt and turned my head to face the mirror. I brushed my palm over my flat stomach.It was odd to think that there was once a baby in there. A baby that was a part of both Kade and me.I blinked as I felt moisture in my eyes.It was crazy how the thought of being pregnant had scared me so much these last few days. I was so relieved when the test came back negative.So relieved.But now, I wish that I still had my baby in my womb. That I hadn't lost him or her even though it was too early to even tell what gender the fetus was.Finding out you were pregnant and then losing the baby, was gut wrenching. Painful. The most pain I had ever had to endure.I felt lost. Scared. Guilty for not being more careful. Guilty for being a failure.The door creaks open in my room and I drop the shirt quickly so it would cover my bare belly.The doctor cleared me to go back to school any day I choose. I didn't think I was ready for that yet. I don't think I was ready for all t
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♡ Mia's pov ♡"Are you going to school tomorrow Kade?" Mom asked. Perhaps trying to cut the thick awkward silence we all were in. I had decided to try. At least show them I was trying to move on. Despite my earlier actions to wanting to be alone. Colby's words had latched into my mind, and given it took some time for me to realize pushing them away would do me no good, I was trying now. Kade dropped the spoon into the bowl. We were having soup today because Austin felt for it. "I'm not sure yet." He admitted and I felt his heavy stare on the side of my face. I brought the spoon filled with soup into my mouth. "I'll go when Mia goes. I want to be there for her- I dropped the spoon in the bowl roughly and it clicks loudly. It has the entire room going in silence. I glared at the bowl of soup. "Why?" I asked tightly as I fisted my hands on the table. "Do you think I'm some kind of damsel in distress? Do you think I need more pity stares? More painful stares?" I lifted my head to
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♡ Mia's pov ♡It has been a couple of days now since my miscarriage. And Kade had kept to his word by being there for me.He was here with me and never gave me a break actually. But that was okay because I actually needed his comfort, his presence, it just felt right to have him here.To have him hold me. To whisper how much he loved me. To reassure me that I will be okay. That we will be okay.Every day, it seems to be getting better and better. Until I start to feel lighter. Until I start to not feel guilty about what happened.It wasn't my fault.It wasn't Kade's.It wasn't anyone's.It just happened, and I had to accept that.The loss would always be with me, that was something I'd always remember. But I knew the pain of it will lessen in time until I won't feel pain anymore.Today was Sunday and tomorrow I was supposed to go back to school. I still didn't want to face anyone or see pitying stares, but I'd have to deal with them eventually.I couldn't hide away forever.Besides K
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~ Kade's pov ~"You better take good care of my baby girl Kade. I'd hate to castrate you." Mr. Cross warned and lifted the mug to his mouth to take a sip of the tea."Christ Bella, that shit is hot." He whined, removing the mug away from his lips quickly."Normal people usually blow over the tea before drinking." Mrs. Cross argued."Normal people usually let someone know the tea is extremely hot." Mr. Cross fired back."Well normal people usually check to see if the tea is hot before putting it to their lips." Mrs. Cross fired back hotly.Mr. Cross groaned. "I can never win an argument with you." Grumbling he places the mug back down on the island.I shift my gaze back and forth, watching their argument with amusement.Mr. Cross brought his attention back to me and placed on a mean mask that I saw right through. "Do you understand me Kade? I don't play when it comes to my daughter. I won't have you hurt her you hear me?"Mrs. Cross groaned, rolling her eyes as she exaggerated. "God Ha
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♡ Mia's pov ♡The school somehow looks intimidating today.But it was probably because of the nerves building inside me again.Fingers wrapping around my hand and a firm squeeze made me snap out of my thoughts."I'm going to be by your side Mia, always. You got this." Kade reassured me.I smiled. He was right. I got this. Their stares won't matter.I nearly jump out of my skin when a knock comes on the window. I jolt, turning to face whoever thought it was funny to slam their knuckles on the glass.I place my hand on my chest when I saw it was Colby. I rolled down the window. "Jesus Colby, you nearly gave me a heart attack.""Sorry?" He winces, stepping back so I could open the door and not knock him over. Though I was really tempted to, for scaring me.When I got out, I'm pulled into a comforting hug by him. "You're so strong Mia for coming today." He whispered, holding me tighter and was probably on the verge of squeezing me to death.I patted his back when I felt my lungs cry for h
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