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OLIVIA'S POV

I TRIED to weigh the words I had just heard and found it was too much lead for my heart to carry, I had spent the afternoon thinking he was gone for good – Away from the child's life and myself maybe till the nearest future but it had come to me as a shock again that that was not to be so.

Somehow,in a way I couldn't possibly explain Nathaniel was not in the plane flying miles away back home as a matter of fact he was still back here at the gulf.

My feeling for him was still neural, he had cheated on me so I had this feeling of disdain toward him.

I had laughed at my comment and the fact that j had used the word cheat to describe a situation where both parties were not really in a relationship, it appeared awkward using the word but I used it anyway.

I was the mother of his unbirthed child and deserved some accolades and respect, so if I describe what had happened between us as cheating it most definitely was, he cheated and nothing could tell me anything less.

In a way