NATHANIEL POV
ANGER I could feel every bit of it, crawling in every part of me that could bulge to its effect, my nerves, my heart, my blood stream. I could literally feel every bit of my unused energy turned into anger.I was angered about the situation and the reason was quite noticeable. I didn't see the sense in Amy lying to me all this while. I tried to close out the thought to term for what she had actually used and I was in no way going to admit that she had actually "used and dumped me."That was the term to explain the way I was feeling, the thought that I had let down my guard so down twice in a row and all I got was being bitten into half for it.It was crazy– While thinking of it, I actually had a thought back of things looking for areas I had flawed.I wasn't flawless as well, as a matter of fact I was guilty for letting her in, I could have easily stopped this whole thing when I had the chance to but I didn't. IOLIVIA'S POV THERE was a left over if adrenaline in the air and it was the scent of his Cologne, probably mixed. The energy in the always merged and all I felt was the compelling energy it had, good thing I had my guards up and was ever ready to start it off if the need demanded me to do so. If he was expecting me to bulge to the aura he was emitting as the alpha male he was definitely worth, I was no Werewolf so controlling me or what is it that Werewolves did was out if it. It was frustrating for him and I could see it in his eyes, the anger wasn't targeted at me, I knew yet in a way I wanted to frustrate him. I guess it was to pay back for having me kidnapped or better still the way he had treated me over the last couple of months, the fire in his eye was so evocative I felt a part of it too, it was like I was a part of him. Bounded to him by every single strand of destiny but in a way, I felt myself restricting this. I
NATHANIEL POVI COULD literally hear the sound of my heart shattering into many pieces, my heart felt like as though it got hit by quavers and all that was needed was for it to bleed.It did bleed, but in a different way – a way she couldn't see.I was feeling the weight of her heavy words upon my chest as it struggled to contain them, it swws something I shouldn't pay attention to but the way she had said it, it had prompted my heart to react in a way I didn't know it was capable of.Not defensively but building up a war around itself pretty quick but shattered, absolutely shattered.I could literally feel the left over of my heart crumbling down and I didn't know how to stop it , the only good thing about the whole heart was that healed fast.At that moment I cared less about everything, she could walk out if the house for all I care, I was done. Done with everything that had to do with her.If one listened you'd find my heart trying to rebuild itself again, but it was obviously torn
OLIVIA'S POVNO matter how ironically It sounded, I was now friends with the father of my unborn child at least for the moment it was going to last for, I had thought how it was going to be having your ordeal to be over and I could say it was blissful that was the most applicable way to explain the feeling i was getting.I had to admit to myself that I had never seen him this way looking so calm, from afar I had tried knowing him and cold see that I had been so wrong trying to judge him… it was the most difficult thing to do because I had seen another part of him entirely different from what I was seeing now.I was trying to understand why I saw him so differently and could see that he had exposed just a part of himself to me.I had wanted to see every bit of him after then as the days went by, seeing that I have missed a lot from the past, as a matter fact it was though bi had never known him.He had given me my phone but a part of me still wanted it off, I still wanted so alone time
OLIVIA'S POV WATCHING the phone beep as it dialed Jane, I had those types of mind reflection, the type you have you are about to make a lot of changing decisions. The question on my mind was if this was what I wanted, I had the chance of spending time with him and it was obvious that calling Jane would put a kind of stop to that. Deep down I was aware of these brute facts, and was certain he was doing the same well. Having a mind reflection on things. He had sacrificed a lot as well, I was aware of how highly he thought about his friend Alexis but he had put that on the line, it was glaring he would be the one they all suspected. The fact that he decided to stay away all this while made it easy enough to make that guess. "Hello?" The voice on the other side of the phone sounded. It was most definitely female and Jane's, in a way I had heard the uncertainty in the voice, the anxiety all in that word hello. Ye
NATHANIEL'S POV IF THERE was anyone more excited about Olivia's sudden change in perception it most definitely had to be me, it wasn't excitement if I was to say it plainly but if I was to look at it from another angle I would say I was definitely Impressed. She was far smarter than my earlier thought about her, I used to think she was naive and weak but when the truth about the whole thing was she might actually be the fact remains she was had it her to be a Luna. I haven't thought of that in any way, it never occurred to me about a non – werewolf being part of the pack but the more I thought about it now I was seeing a different view. It was looking at the bigger picture of what things should be, in a way it was glaring that we had something for each other but when initially it had been all romance what I could feel for her now was a deep respect. I had this respect for her response to things that had to do with life,so when
OLIVIA'S POV I WANTED to tell him, I wanted to tell him about my history and the way I saw things at that point, but no matter how hard to speak, starting the words was the actual problem as it seemed they never wanted to leave my lips in the first place. It felt as though they just want to stick to the tip of my lips and stay there forever and ur felt bad doing that, I could see the pain his eyes as though I didn't trust him enough to want to share that history with him, but his could I when there was nothing exciting to talk about in the first place. It left me wondering how he would see me after then would he still look upon me with the same eyes, the same way he had done in the past. The question kept probing my mind, never wanting to let go, the need to know that bit of my history, the need to know how I saw life. Every bit of it in a way I couldn't possibly understand stuck to my head , Nathaniel didn't say a word by star
NATHANIEL'S POVTHERE was a need to comfort her and it came naturally like that was what I was meant to do, she snuggled closer to me sobbing and it felt impulsive. It felt like that right thing to do at that moment as anything other than that would have been worthless.She was not in need of my speech, or any word conjuring her spirit to stay calm . She was not in need of any of this and so I did what felt most appropriate at that time to do, I put my hands around her like a chain of gold and pulled her closer to where I was.It was the first real physical contact we were having since the first time we met and I could swear to myself that it still in a way spark off the same type of feeling.A feeling of wanting her more than I had ever wanted anything in this life, a feeling of desire.One thing was different however when we had first met what I had felt was lust and nothing more but this time I felt a sense of belonging almost as if I was a part of her.I knew that was connected to
OLIVIA'S POVI FELT him in every part of me as my body shook with an anticipated need, I shouldn't be reactingto him this way but yet here I was moaning into his lips with each and every time his lips met mine with list and hunger or a mixture of both.He kissed me in such a way that I feared i would be dissolved into nothing or become bit and bit of the fragments of what I used to be, every part of me wanted him down to my soul and all I do is whisper the words that had been on my lips all night"make love to me ."At first he acted as though he had not heard the words as I was putting him in quite an awkward position if having to be in a certain position for sex, I had thought about how sex would he between us again but never in my life have I ever thought it would be this way, I had no idea it would be like this between us with fire and sparked off tensed emotion.The truth is it would not have mattered whatever position he took me in, all I wanted was to feel him inside of me,