Leila“What idea was that?”“To talk with the dean. Let him know you met Christopher in class, and you would like to see him outside of the university on your off time.”“No!” I shrieked. “Are you crazy!”“You were the one who wanted to tell him what had happened.”I shook my head. “I got over it. The class is done. I want to keep it my little secret.”“Keep your secret,” she said easily. “Tell the dean you are interested in dating Christopher. Don’t tell him you banged the guy in the library. Sheesh. You know you don’t have to tell everyone every little detail.”I rolled my eyes. “I’m not telling everyone. I told you.”“Talk to him.”“I don’t have his number.”“I’m sure you could get it.”“He has my number,” I told her.She looked surprised. “He does? You gave it to him even though you told him you could never see him?”I grinned. “It’s on my email. I emailed him a couple of weeks ago. If he was smart, which I know he is, he would look for it there.”“But why should he look for it? Y
ChristopherI woke up early. The feeling of being back home in my own bed I had not been as inviting as one would think. It felt wrong. I had just finally gotten used to the new mattress in Texas. The bed in Minnesota was the same bed I had shared with my wife.It felt strange to be in the house. We’d only been gone a short time, but it already felt different. Like we were visiting a rental and not truly home. At least that was how I felt. Olin had settled right in. He’d spent the last couple days with his friends. I had worried he would get into trouble, but he promised me that was behind him.I hoped so.I sipped my coffee, staring out the window at the white landscape. I missed my view in the mornings. I missed seeing the sun coming up. It was snowing again, which I supposed was okay given the day, but I had about enough snow in my lifetime.I headed into the main living room where Olin and I had set up the huge live tree we had picked out together. We’d decorated it with the ornam
Christopher“You can still be in the stands cheering for me even if you’re dating,” Olin pointed out.I smiled. “I suppose I could. You’d really be okay with me dating?”He shrugged. “I think I have to be. Don’t bring home girls my age though.”I grimaced. “I had no intention of doing anything of the sort.”“And no mean ladies either. I don’t need a new mom. I have a mom. You are looking for a girlfriend. Don’t look for a woman you think is going to make a good mom. I don’t want to cause problems, but I’m not interested in calling anyone stepmom.”I nodded in understanding. “I got it. I think this is all very hypothetical. I’m not sure I’m ready to start down that road just yet. Things have changed in the last twenty years. Dating your mom was easy. I don’t think I can keep up with the women out there today.”“I think you’ll catch on,” he said with a laugh. “Just remember to doublecheck every text message you send. You don’t want to send it to the wrong woman.”“Are you telling me you
ChristopherI stared at the bubbles for several minutes. How long did it take to type out a damn message? I was all thumbs and I managed to text relatively quickly. I stared at the screen so long my eyes began to water from lack of blinking as I made my way downstairs.“Come on, come on,” I whispered.The bubbles disappeared. I waited, thinking maybe there was a minor delay. Nothing.“No!”“What’s wrong?” Olin asked coming down the stairs.I shook my head. “Nothing.”“Does this mean dinner isn’t coming?” he asked, straightening his tie.“It should be here any minute,” I answered. “You look nice.”He scoffed. “I hate wearing ties.”“Wait until you get a job that requires ties,” I said with a laugh.“Nope. I’m not going to get that kind of a job.”“You planning on going into construction?”He grimaced. “No.”“Then get used to ties.”The doorbell rang, bringing a halt to the conversation. I walked to the door, opening it for the small parade of caterers. The smell of the roast turkey fil
Christopher“That’s for sure,” she snapped. “He was a lousy husband. A woman needs to be treated right. That man didn’t have two nickels to his name. I should have known better.”“Let’s get a seat up front,” Caleb said, ignoring his mother.Olin looked at me. “I’ll be up there.”I wanted to beg him not to leave me alone with the barracuda leering at me. “I’ll sit with you,” I offered.Olin gave me a look that said that was the last thing he wanted. “Dad, just text me when you’re ready.”I nodded. I had to remember he was sixteen. I didn’t want to smother him. “All right, have fun. I’ll be close.”“Well, I guess it’s just the two of us,” Gina said moving to stand a little too close to me.I offered her a smile. “I’m going to grab a hot chocolate. It was nice to meet you.”“Oh, I’ll go with you,” she volunteered.I hid my grimace. “Great,” I said with a forced smile.“How have you been doing?” she asked.“Good. We’ve been enjoying the warmer weather.”“I’ve always thought about heading
LeilaWe were crazy. I knew we were crazy, but it never stopped us. The best sales, sales that paled in comparison to the Black Friday sales, were the day after Christmas. It was a tradition for me and Kami to get up early and hit the stores, scooping up some great deals. It was one of the few days of the year we were both off.We trudged our way into a sea of people all with the same idea. Kids were hyped up on Christmas candy, waving gift cards around and acting like they had won the lottery. I stepped around a crowd of blonde kids that were all shouting at their poor parents at once. The noise level in the Target we had walked into was just below that of a rock concert.“I think I would take them one at a time,” I said to Kami as we walked by.“No kidding. That would give me a headache. Those are some brave parents.”“I think I would rather shop online,” I said.She laughed. “I don’t think those kids think that is nearly as fun.”“Then I would drag them out at midnight. It’s like h
LeilaI hadn’t been a size eight since eighth grade. It was very clear I would not find anything for me in the store. The woman wasn’t lying. She was being honest. Blunt and lacking any tact, but she was only telling me the cold, ugly truth. The shop didn’t sell normal women’s sizes because they didn’t fit the mold of beautiful.They didn’t want women like me darkening their door. It would ruin their image. That part I didn’t mind rebelling against. I liked the idea that the saleswoman was uncomfortable with me pawing through the items they sold. I glanced up, catching the stare of another woman working behind the register. She looked like she was physically in pain as she stared at me. I ignored her and turned my attention back to my friend. I didn’t want to ruin Kami’s shopping and pretended to be interested in the clothes, smiling and offering my opinion when she held up a cute blouse or pretty dress.The woman was never far away, always chiming in and offering her opinion. Kami fr
ChristopherI didn’t want to jinx it, but things were going well for Olin and I. He’d barely thrown an attitude in days. He hadn’t put up a fight when it was time to return to Conroe. It was like we had turned a corner and we were on track to have a good relationship.I was thrilled with the progress. It made me even more confident I was doing the right thing by choosing to focus on him instead of dating. I was still tossing around the idea of going back to school. I had been studying the catalog of classes and was confident I could pick up a couple and still have plenty of time to devote to Olin.He’d been chatting with some kids from school and seemed to be a little happier. He wasn’t a barrel of sunshine and rainbows, but I never expected him to be that way. Angst was part of a teenager’s life. If he was too happy, I’d worry he was on drugs.I picked up the dirty dishes from his late-night snack and carried them into the kitchen, stuffing them in the dishwasher before going into th