Darkness

Fortunately Elder Lilia told my mother " She wasn't upset about how I reacted, its usual for people who have been mentally traumitized over along period of time to have random out bursts of fear, anger or sadness from reliving theirs memories as they speak about them. Its a sure way to trigger all their emotions at once, causing full blown melt downs." She also had said " She would have been more concerned if I hadn't of acted the way I did, by me freaking out showed her I was still trying to fight whatever was happening to me and everyone should only be worried if I quit talking all together, because that would show that my body was slowly shutting down from all the stress and in some rare cases people go comatose and never wake up or become a hollow shell of themselves turning child like needing round the clock care."

I had stayed in my room the rest of the night and most the next day not wanting to see or be around anyone. My thoughts were so jumbled up I was having a har