Layla.
I am on my beach again only this time I am floating on my back in the ocean as the waves rock me back and forth. My long hair is floating around me as my hands caress the water rocking below me. My eyes are closed and it is just me and these waves. Slowly, my body drifts closer and closer to the white sand but every time I am almost there, the waves suck me back again.
I decide to swim to shore, as I have grown weary and pruney from the water and the sun bathing my skin in its light. I try to swim but everytime I get close enough, the water drags me back once more. My heart rate is accelerating as I fight against the current that has turned from smooth and methodical, to choppy and rough. The sky begins to darken as a storm brews. I have to get back to shore, but I just can't seem to fight against the raging waters.
My arms and legs turn to weights as I begin to bob above and bellow the surface, inhaling water every time. I am going to
Jaxon. I don't know why I screamed at her like that after everything she has endured these last few weeks. Sometimes I cant help it, burning rage courses through my veins remembering Emma. I didn't even get a chance to say goodbye. And what hurts the most is I still want to take revenge- a life for a life- but I am conflicted knowing it is my mate that caused her death. I wonder if I would have loved her and how things would have turned out for us if she hadn't killed Emma. After watching her through the emotional tests we put her through, I know she couldn't have possibly done it on purpose. A tragic accident. But it doesn't make it any less painful knowing she killed the last of my family. I look at her and I see tears well up in those big beautiful eyes of hers and decide it is best if I leave to cool off. Ash is whining in my head telling me I should go to her, comfort her, even apologise, but I can't do that. Not yet. Not while I am still grieving for the sister I lost. I silent
"Let's skip the pleasantries, shall we? I have questions and you will answer them. If not, then you will soon find out why I am known as the ruthless Alpha," I calmly state as I grab a pair of dirty bolt cutters. "Fuck you," The rogue says as he spits a giant ball of phlegm that land at my feet. It's slightly hard to understand him with all of his teeth missing, but I get the point. The phlegm wad doesn't make it on my feet and half of it dangles out of his mouth and drips down his bloodied chin. "Suit yourself. Now tell me, why were you and that sorry excuse of a pack attacking my people?" I know the answer, this is just a trial question to see if he is going to be forthcoming with information. "Should you cooperate, I will let you live to see your mate. Should you not, she will feel every pain I inflict on you and die a slow death." I say as I walk closer to him observing his mark before I extend one of my claws and slice through the mark on his neck. He winces but
After my fun with Gareson Green and his body had been disposed of, I decided to pay a visit to our second prisoner. Now, this one is going to be tricky because I can only ask yes or no questions. And there won't be anyway for me to know if he is telling the truth or not. But still, I am going to give it my best shot. I have Trev grab the laptop that has the video of Gareson's fairwell downloaded on it because I want to show our captive what is in store for him if he doesn't cooperate. Upon entering his cell I find him hanging by his arms from the ceiling. His legs are bound together with chains and a giant lead ball is attached, not allowing him to swing and potentially kick me. "Hey, dick face, wake up," Trev hollers as he goes over and slaps the guy across the face. They guy stirs and instantly schools his face into an expressionless mask. Trev procedes to load the video and the guy watches it while I watch him for any reaction. To my utter surprise he smirks and t
Layla.After Jaxon yelled at me for killing Emma I fell into a deep depression. I didn't mean to hurt her, much less kill her, and I don't even really know how or why I did it. I wasn't under any emotional termoil like they put me through during my tests. What could have caused such a chaotic outburst?It doesn't matter. As soon as I get out of here I will end everything, Jaxon has proven that no one wants a monster like me. I don't even want me, so why would anyone else? I have no family to run to, no friends that would miss me uncontrollably. So what is the point?"The point is you are a warrior. A fighter. It may not seem like it now, but all of us who know parts of your story, know that you can fight through anything. And right now, you need to fight for your happiness, your acceptance of who you are, and for what is yet to come," Grey says in a stone like manner. How did he know what I was thinking?"I bet you are wondering how I kno
Jaxon. I didn't know what else to do. Do I think taking her outside is reckless? Yes. Do I worry about an attack with her outside and her safety in jeapody? Of course. Do I worry about her burning down the entire pack because she has a surge of emotions? Absolutely. But do I worry more about her emotional state right now? One hundred fucking percent. The way she didn't even register that we were in the room. Or how her eyes became so hollow and lifeless. Her face as smooth as glass instead of laugh lines, tears, or furrowed brows. It all became too much for me to see. So I did the only thing I could think of and rushed her outside. She laid limply in my arms with her eyes wide open, yet no life was found inside of them. I had hoped I could get her dressed before taking her out in her flimsy hospital gown, but she couldn't wait any longer. I was going to lose her. Kicking open the door of the hospital, the sun bathed us in its light and I saw her eyes squint at the sudden intrusion
Layla. I am beyond scared for what it is I agreed to do. But, when I look into Jaxon's eyes, all I can see is reassurance that he will take care of me. This is my last hope to see if whatever he has in mind will work to fix this brokeness inside of me. I want to feel something other than fear, sorrow, and guilt. "If you need me to stop I will need you to speak up. Not when you are beyond the point of return, but more so if you are starting to feel uncomfortable and not in a good way. Ok? We will take this slow. Are you sure you want to go down this road, Layla?" He questions me softly yet firmly so I know he is serious but sensitive to my feelings. He holds my face in the palm of his hands and his breath kisses my lips. An ache I have never known before forms in between my legs and it both excites and terrifies me. "Yes, I need you to take it all away, please." I say back with trembling lips as new tears build in my eyes. He sits there silently looking into my eyes trying to detect
The first of my screams pierce the sky as my body arches off the ground as if I am possessed. Jaxon's mouth is licking in between my folds at an extremely fast rate and I don't know if this is what heaven feels like. My emotions of terror and ecstasy are conflicting one another. "Stop thinking, just feel," Jaxon says in a muffled voice from between my legs while his face is still buried. When he talks it rattles my lips causing more fluid to come out and my head to land softly back in the dirt. He sucks on my clit harshly while humming, he must have noticed how much the deep vibrations effect me. Before I know it, I can feel one of his fingers enter my quivering womanhood. I hold my breath, waiting for the worst. But he doesn't do anything just stops with his finger still inside and his mouth still attached while humming. I let myself relax as best as I can and dig my fingers into the soil. I can do this, I can do this, he isn't them, he isn't them. I keep repeating to myself. Once I
I hold my breath in anticipation of being attacked, but nothing happens. And then it hits me, this wolf won't hurt me, for it is Jaxon. I vaguely remember seeing him on numerous occasions calming my fire down before I pass out every time I have lost control during one of our many tests."You are spectacular," I whisper adoringly as he creeps close enough for me to run my fingers through his thick fur. I start at the top of his head and gently place my hands behind his ears and scratch deeply. He seems to enjoy this as he sits on his hind quarters and leans into my touch. I work my way down his neck and to his back. He flops over onto his side to show me his belly and I proceed with scratching his belly for a few moments. His body wiggles on his back seeming to enjoy this encounter. I stop touching him which brings out a whine from him as he sits up and sneezes into my face."That's gross," I giggle as I wipe the beasts snot from my cheeks. He lays on his belly and beckons me with his