90. Ignorant

~Evelyn's POV~

I love the time I am spending in the shadow moon pack, but still, deep inside me, the girl brought up in the hustle of the city was screaming inside my head to head out and explore the busy streets of the city. Especially at night.

But since this Marcus is still troubling us, I know I won't be able to spend the time in the city that I want to, but I am glad that Jay didn't argue much over this for the daytime.

Though he was still unsure and along with Ash, he appointed so many men for my safety, but still, in the end, I made sure to let him agree to this.

I have never spent my life behind walls for so many days. I know I wasn't actually behind the walls and could go wherever I wanted in the shadow moon pack at any time, but still, that wasn't enough.

It felt like someone put me under boundaries, which I never had before.

I never stayed in New York for straight twenty days. I always used to visit different cities or countries now and then.

Ever since I graduated fr