Fiona."I'm not hiding anything from you, Fey. And trust me, you should stop calling yourself basic. You are the most attractive woman I've ever seen.""And even if you do not believe that, I want you to know that it is very true." I've never been so attracted and hungry to be in the arms of a woman. He says, and my hands quiver for a moment. I wasn't expecting him to get me off guard like that. I didn’t think his words would have such an affect on me. How is it possible? There are many beautiful women in this pack. How is it possible that he has never met one that he likes? I find it hard to believe that I am the first woman he is falling in love with.Really? I say to him and he nods his head. "Yes, really. I know you will not believe me. He says and I returned back to my meal.I don't know I'm not ready to have this conversation because I feel like I'm going to lose myself in it. I don't know what to believe. What if it all lies?"I don't know if I can believe him."Do you feel a
Alpha CultI want to spend another moment with her, even if it was another kiss—just to smell her, to feel her beating heart underneath mine. I wanted to look deep into eyes so bad. However, it didn't fall through as I expected it to.The moment Fey scurried away from my side, I knew I would not see her until hours and I have to live with the reality. I look at Grace, the house keeper who is still shocked by what she has seen. Hasn't she seen a man and a woman together?For the moon goddess sake, she has multiple children. Her eyes are so focused on us that I have to inquire.Grace, for goodness sake! Have you not seen a man and a woman together? I say to her, frustrated that she has disturbed our connection.Her mouth is widely opened and she isn't saying anything."It's just that you never take women seriously." She says to me and I put my hand into my pocket wondering where that came from.What!? I say to her and she looks at me with unbelieving eyes."What I mean is you...you never
Fiona.I remember that moment, and how crazy it was. I remember when I thought Cult was a monster, and how I wondered why my sister even decided to be with someone like him.I questioned his personality, and everything about him but now I'm beginning to find all of the answers and it's starting to make perfect sense.This is a lie that I'm living—every time Cult makes me happy, I think about how I'm someone else. How long would it take before he ever fines out? I'm so scared. I don't think I would ever let him know about it.As I'm watching his car drive away, Alexa comes to meet me."You have fallen in love with him." She says to me, and I look around before speaking to her."I don't want anyone to hear of our discussion with one another. Alexa, please don't say that to me." I say."You've already told me, I found the truth." You can still tell me the rest. She says.What do you want me to say? That I'm in love with my sisters Alpha!? Is that something that happens in the pack communi
Alpha CultAs I enter into the meeting room, where Irish and the rest of my pack members who join hands on protecting my pack on a daily basis waiting for me. We have received a number of attacks coming from terrorist groups who wish to know our weaknesses. We are here to talk about how we've been able to stand on the better side of the chaos and calamity that has been shaken all other parks. They seek to find our weaknesses and draw notes from wherever we get our confidence from. And basically we're here to talk about strategies, and to know if these people are in the midst of us already.As the council, we are making sure that we remain unscathed from what happens in the outside world. I make slight eye contact with Irish as I enter into the room. Normally, Irish used to throw me a smile or give me a look of approval. But today, his head is just bent on the table. I understand that… I simply understand this well enough and I did not say anything about it.So where are we currently?
Fiona.I am dressed in my nightgown when I enter into the kitchen to have a glass of orange juice and I'm getting used to this current life that I'm living. It's immaculate and I feel at ease. I used to try to have control over everything in my life but here I'm just losing with the capacity of our things are around me.As I pour myself a drink, Grace comes, she looks at me and there is a look on her face that I do not understand. This is not the first time she is double checking everything and anything that I'm doing.It's as if she's working with Cult's mother to keep tabs on me. I guess I will never know because this time there is a frown on her face, it could mean something else.Grace, is everything okay? I say to her, and she walks towards me."Luma, I don't want to infringe on my rights, because I'm just the housekeeper. But I just have to ask a question." You are Luna and I feel as if I have responsibility to get an answer for you. She says to me, and I wonder what this is abou
Alpha Cult.I am upset right now and the last thing I need is for Fey to come in here and tell me how to run my own pack. Yes, she's my Luna but no one has ever crossed my authority or my line when it comes to how I decide to make decisions."Not even my own mother." I don't even understand how I was able to entertain her presence especially when she spoke down on every decision that I have made. At the end of the day, there is some truth in what she was saying. But the process in which she used to speak her truth as made me not understand why exactly she's against me.She's my Luna. Yes, I admit. She also needs to remember that I'm Alpha. I'm crazy angry, upset, but far more basically tired of everything.I'm so tired and burdened by the decisions that I have to make. It is also horrible than I expected. So, this conversation is the last that I want to have.I want to know what gave her audacity to disapprove me in my room—there is simply no respect for me whatsoever. And the more I t
Fiona."Alex, I really need your help." I've tried talking some sense into Cult, but it's like he is not going to listen to me. There are people that need our help outside of this pack and we can continue to sit comfortably as if nothing is going on.We can't continue to sit around, what do you mean? She says to me, and I walk in front of her so that she can see exactly what I'm talking about."If were you, I would stay in my lane." Alexa says and my brows furrow."You don't understand. You mustn't do something crazy because Cult has feelings for you." Trust me, you do not want to be a part of his anger."Does it look like I give a fuck about how Cult feels, honestly." I do not care if he's going to showcase his anger to me. He doesn't want to see things in a new angle and I must make him see it."And at some point, as Luna, there is something I should be able to do about these problems that my so called husband doesn't want to focus on." Or are you telling me to look at this and conti
Alpha Cult.Are you happy now? I say to her, and she looks at me. I wonder why she's isn't saying anything else after what I've said? Is she surprised by my actions or is she not surprised by it? We look at each other for a stretch before she replies."Thank you." She says."I am sure will be Grace will be proud." She'll be glad that you have done this for her. Fey says.And you? Are you glad that I've done exactly as you wanted. I say and I nod my head slowly."Cult, I'm sorry to intrude in your decision making. But you have to also respect me as your Luna." You cannot continue to look at me as if I'm some sidepiece."I'm your wife. We have crossed the line so many times and for you to look at me as if I'm not a part of your life?""Of course, I understand." That is why I've decided to bring Grace's family here because you asked me, if it were anyone else. I wouldn't have agreed to it. But because it was you, I give you the benefit of the doubt." Thank you for doing that." What about