Twenty

Alpha Cult.

"I feel horrible." The fact that Sarah still has feelings for me makes no sense. She should have moved on from this. She should have moved on as far as away as she could have.

How do I let Irish know about this? I do not want to cause drama in his relationship or give him a reason to suffer. I'm not going to follow Sarah's wickedly acts.

This whole enchilada is unforgiving but Sarah cannot see that. How else do I make her understand?

It's a very hard thing for me to do and I feel like Sarah is putting the both of us in a position that is unsuitable for us to stand in.

How could she do this without guilt in her heart? It makes no sense. I am a better as a friend to her than a lover, especially not in this moment.

This is a critical time in my life because right now, my focus is glued on someone and something else. I do not have the luxury of pursuing or doing any of the things she's asking me to do. However, I do have a responsibility to let my friend know exactly w