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Testing my sanity Chapter 13
Daniel POV:Today is a gloomy day and it's pouring heavily. We have all these made men standing in the rain in their black suits and women in their black dresses getting rained on to mourn our lost men and most importantly my best friendThe priest has said his general speech about losing loved one's and now his calling me up to talk. Walking up toward the priest I realize that I haven't even prepared a speech. Everyone looks at me as I walk down the line of people. I should have stood in the front with the other friends and family but I just can't watch Xavier being lowered into the ground in a damn box.Finally reaching the priest I thank him and I turn to the crowd. Well here goes nothing"We lost good men this week. We will all miss them dearly but there was one guy here who is/ was my best friend. I met Xavier at a boy's Catholic school. I was 9 and he was 10. He was older than me by 5 days and yet he was the big brother" I chuckle remembering all the fights we used to have becau
Testing my sanity Chapter 13 part 2
Nina POV:I don't know what's happening with Daniel but I'm looking at the random girl in the house who's crying hysterically. Sighing I shut the car door and I walk over to her. The car blares behind me and I ignore it"Hey uhm where are you from," I say walking over to her and she starts sniffling"Kansas," she says and I frown. What the fuck is she doing in Russia in the middle of the goddamn nowhere"You're a long way from home," I say and she continues to sob. Crouching down next to her she continues to cry. The door is slightly open and I get up. Walking into the house I take in the rustic barn vibe she has going in there. When I walk closer to the kitchen the smell of stew and rice is pretty thick.Two plates are set out and I turn back to look at her. Who is she living here with? Walking towards the small passage I start opening doors. One is a bathroom, the second one looks like a study. My curiosity takes the better of me and I start scanning the labels of the books on the b
Testing my sanity Chapter 14
Daniel POV:3 weeks laterWhy would anyone want to be a parent? This is absolute shit. Do you know how many times I woke up last night 5 times? 5 times because she wouldn't stop crying it's like she knows that I don't like kids.After watching Amari grow in front of me and then die in front of me it messed me up. It's a part of my life I never want to talk about"Hey," Nina says snapping me out of my thoughts. Looking up she's leaning on my bedroom door frame"Hi," I say closing the website I was reading about how to be a good dad. Now leave me I only care because it's in my blood otherwise I don't want this. I really don't want this. Listen to me I don't"She's asleep," she says walking into my room and sitting on the edge of the bed. She shuffles herself into my sheets and I watch her hesitantly "Pillow please" she says getting comfortable"Uhm what are you doing," I say cautiously and she huffs facing me."Daniel I'm touched deprived" she whines. My eyes widen and blood rushes to m
Testing my sanity Chapter 14 part 2
Daniel POV: The shower door closes behind me and I hold my breath. Walking underneath the shower head I let the water wash away my nervousness. We aren't going to do anything. Let me just make small talk"You are the first person I've ever showered with," he says beating me to it. Okay well that sounds innocent"Yeah same but I have to warn you I'll hog the hot water," I say with a smile but his not smiling. His hand is moving so I look down and blink. I've never blinked so much in my life. Looking at his abs my eyes travel down to his v-line and there it is. Daniel's dick in all its glory. My knees go weak and I have this urge to go on my knees"Daniel," I say staring at his nice shade of pink tip. He hums and I swallow. "If we can't fuck can I at least suck you off? I heard that morning wood is painful and that it needs attention" I whisper. I'm not a bold person but around Daniel I am. It's weird"Don't tell me you've never sucked dick before" he asked with a grin. His hand starts
Testing my sanity Chapter 15
Daniel POV:"Choo choo" I mutter shoving the spoon into the baby's mouth. She finds our little sessions together as awkward as I find them but we try to make the most of it. Plopping the spoon back into the baby food I can't help but gag and she gives me a look "What it looks disgusting out of all the flavors you like green apples and vegetables" I say to her and she mumbles something but it sounds very aggressive"Hey no don-" she cuts me off mumbling her sentence"Listen here nobody cu-" she cuts me off this time banging her table with her little fists as she speaks"Little girl I will smack your behind," I say. She stops and her eyes widen. "I thought so," I say and I swear she rolled her eyes. This little 15 month-year-old rolled her eyes at me"People die for that you know," I say giving her more of her food. She swallows her food and then mumbles something again. "Nina is out so what do you want to do," I ask her and she mumbles something. You see I can't do this. I don't even
Testing my sanity Chapter 15 part 2
Nina POV:Leaving the compound I walk towards my car. Placing Thalia into the baby seat I make sure she's buckled in. Walking to the front I climb into the car and start the engine"I need to run a couple of errands so I'll need to leave you in day-care," I say looking at her through the rear-view mirror and she mumbles something like she's questioning me"Fine look I like your uncle and now that we're living in the same place I feel that I need to get my hair done every Wednesday. He's a man he probably barely notices but if I walk past him and my hair smells like saliva he'll probably lose interest but now if my hair smells like a watermelon orgasm then he'll probably take me out on a date" I say and she's giving me a judgemental look"Look I know I shouldn't change myself for a guy but this isn't just some guy. You will read stories about Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, and snow white but the princes in those stories aren't for girls like us. We need men that are cut from the same clo
Testing my sanity Chapter 15 part 3
Nina POV: "Ah, Nina" he groans caressing my ass cheeks. He lands a slap on my left cheek earning me to squeal into the sheets"I don't know what you want me to think Nina," he says placing his hands on my stomach to pull me higher. He grabs my waist and now I'm on all fours with my head pressed against the sheets "You do your hair, looking even more breathtaking than usual and then you walk around this house in these little shorts testing my sanity," he says pulling my shorts slightly down. He grunts when he sees my thong. He grabs the fabric like it's hurting him to see it"Nina," he says letting go of the fabric and I hum words becoming way too hard for me to form"I want to eat you out until you're screaming my name at the top of your lungs" he thrusts making my ass bump into him. Fuck if this feels this good with clothes imagine without "So that tomorrow when you conduct the next training team and your voice is faint I want to be able to look at you and say my name is the last
Testing my sanity Chapter 16
Daniel POV:"Why didn't you pick Thalia up from Daycare," Nina asked and I sighed. I don't understand why she finds it so unfair when I have my men take care of the baby. I mean at least she's being picked up"I had a few issues with the new shipments. I would have sent someone else to do it but I had to do it myself" I say and she nods taking a sip of her wine"So the hospital said that we have 1 more month to give her a name so she can have a birth certificate," Nina says bringing the topic up during dinner. Picking through my dinner I don't get the fuss she has over the name"Just call her what you've been calling her so far" I suggest forking the baked baby potato in front of me "Thalia," she asked and I nod."I've never met a Thalia so why not," I say and she smiles. She anxiously starts picking around her food and I frown. Nina is never quiet."What's wrong," I ask her and she looks up at me with so much excitement"Well she said her first word today," she says smiling like a c
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