Chapter 20

Crissy’s Point of View

I rush to my house; I went inside and shut the door. What on earth was I about to do? Shit, I can’t believe I was about to sleep with all three of them. The idea seemed fantastic at that moment, but if it happened, I would want to be completely sober when I do it. I walked away from the door and made my way to the kitchen.

I grab my phone and text my grandma to find out how Thomas was doing. She responded quickly, and her text said, “He is doing great. He is still trying to process everything. He will come around soon. Love you, dear.” Thomas, I wish I had told you earlier that you had to find everything alone. You must have been scared. I would have reacted the same way as you. Unfortunately, I can’t change what happened. I hope you will forgive me soon.

I turn on the kettle and found a spot on the couch. I was starting to sober up, and my head begins to hurt. The kettle stops boiling, and I got up, made some coffee, and then went straight to bed. While lying i