Miller’s POV
I don’t know but I really feels so awkward right now, me with Frio in one room without talking. Especially when I could feel his gaze behind me, I felt like I had done something wrong or he didn't like it so he could watch my every move.
"Why did you think of moving Jace to your hospital and not just here? Don't you trust our equipment here?" There was something in his tone that meant.
I looked at him and shook my head.
“That’s not what I meant when Jace moved to the hospital, I memorized my stuff better there and I could do more right what had to be done.” I explain.
I can help but to stare in his lips and gulp, the reddish lips he has looks so sweet like a fresh cherry that still attach on the tree.
“Uh, so I should pack my things too now.” He said and stand up.
“What do you m
“Cartex, what are you doing here?” Frio asked him, though he was also wondering like me why a Dior entered the territory of another pack, I went back inside and stand beside him.“We need to talk, Frio.” A calm but authoritative tone he uses while looking intensely to Frio, I want to speak but Frio immediately answer.“About what? I don’t remember I have business with you.” The tone was too arrogant but I want to praise him, I want to tell him that he did the right thing.But who I am again? I was like an extra to their story, this two… Have a secret relationship back then, from the investigation I know that this Alpha from Dior pack abandon him because they are both Alpha in different pack.“No! Why did you ask his help when you can have me!” The Alpha from Dior pointes his finger to me, what? What is he talking about now?
“What do you mean.” We both asks and look at him confused.“What, what? Means I need you and we have business to each other unlike him, there is nothing but only the past.” Frio tap him to the shoulder, “better to leave now, we are busy and oh I will repeat and remind you again that… I don’t need anything to you, Cartex.”He walks with the pride of an Alpha and turn his back to him, without hesitation to ignore all the words coming to Cartex, he makes it more obvious that he doesn’t want to tangled his life to him. But true feelings will never hide to his eyes.Although he said those lines emotionless in front of Cartex, he can’t hide it to me.“I’m sorry but you need to leave, he already said that he didn’t need your help so please. If you need to talk to him about your personal feelings then its not the time for that.&rd
“Now that you are in my arms, can I hold you tighter?” I whisper, but suddenly realization hit me. Did I really say that loud? What if that make him angry or awkward?“Don’t hold me tighter, I might try to try to escape but if you hold me just right, I will stay to your arms.” The tenderness of his voice echoes to my ears, it was like a sweet music with a smell of a new bloom rose on the sunny day.I don’t know what to answer or to ask him, my heart beating so fast. Did I hear it right? Did he give a permission to hold him forever?“So, are you saying I can hold you like this whenever I want?” I ask.I know, he’s aware how fast the beat of my heart right now. I ashamed because of this, how can I hide my feelings to me if I can’t control them.“Of course, if you want to comfort a friend you don’t need some app
“Well, why not?” He said while looking at me, dang! I didn’t expect his answer.“Then, what if someone will confess you right now?” I change the topic, from me want to confess to him someone will confess.“Well, its okay for me but I feel sorry for that person though. For now, there is no time for me love, Jace still haven’t wake up and I still need to heal my heart.” He smiled, “as you can see, I’m over to him, I already move on but the marked from the wounds is still there.” He explained.I smile at him and nod.I feel like he rejects me indirect because of his answer though will his answer will change when I am the one who confess to him?But who I am about to fool?Why will he change his decision if I am the one who confess? Who I am to him?A merely doctor who need him
I didn’t try talk him after that conversation, I felt so awkward between us again. Only an hour and everything we build between us was crash easily, well what I expect when there’s no good foundation to begin with.We are together inside of the ambulance yet its look like we are strangers, like how we treat each other back then.Its really Jace the only reason why we are together now.I can’t help to be a greedy person, what if I use the situation until we build a good relationship? Using Jace situation as my patient is convenient but still, my conscience can’t handle it.But the only thing I can use to be with Frio is only Jace, and when they don’t need me anymore, we will be back to our old life and maybe they will leave and back where Jace grow.“Why are you so quiet now? Did I offend you earlier or did I do something wrong?” Sud
“What? So, can you really do that to Jace just to avoid Dior? Even if he doesn't want to, will you?” I couldn’t believe I asked him.He looked at me seriously, "if that's the only way I have left to keep him out of harm's way, I'll repeat my sin to him until he hates me."I was silent, not knowing what to say to him.I didn't think that he wanted to get Jace out of trouble so badly, he was ready to erase the memory of his own friend.“But don’t you feel sorry for Jace? For how many years you also hid from him who he really was, how many years he believed everyone around him was true and he belonged. Why don't you give Jace freedom after he recovers? Why don’t you let him face the real life he has? In fact, you are not keeping him out of trouble, Frio, but you are depriving him of knowledge, freedom and who he really is.” I can't help saying.
Third POV“There is something you need to know about Jace’s condition and I know it can affect your decision,” though, Miller wasn’t still sure if he need to tell it to Frio, he decided it to confessed.“Don’t make some serious face with that kind of words, you guys said, Jace was doing great then what is it now?” His eyebrows almost tangled, Miller can see how confused the man in front of him.“Yes, it’s true that he’s doing great though there is some serious matter to discuss again. Maybe its not visible for the past weeks but it will be visible in the next few months so its better to discuss it to you sooner.” Miller said, he gives himself some encourage to said the pregnancy to Frio but he was nervous.“Then tell me, why are you taking so long to say it? If he’s okay and not about him dying then why ar
After the bet between the two Alphas, there is nothing happened again. Miller become busy to do some research while Frio was do something to gain again some powers and alliance in different pack.But the most affected in the two was the poor doctor who can’t even see his beloved. It’s been two weeks when the last time they talk and all his energy was run out.“If only I can see him, all the tiredness I’m feeling right now will vanish in the air like a bubble.” Miller mumbled and sit on the side of Jace’s bed. “What should I do now, Jace? After this and he’s not fall in love with me I have no reason to be with him.”Miller sighed.He seems to be even more troubled compared to the work of drugs that help Jace to heal without the child being affected by it.“Now I understand why many people say that a person becomes stupid