Chapter 24

August's POV

I can't explain the weight of my feelings. I don't know if I'm sad or angry. I only know one. I feel really bad. A few days passed and I did everything to avoid or at least not meet Cayden on the road. I don't even join the table anymore. My effort doubles, I wake up early to go to the pantry to have breakfast and then I also go home early and have an early dinner.

As for Gen and Lucas, even though they didn't ask, I knew they were curious about what happened. I feel that they want to ask me but they don't. I don't even want to talk about what happened because my chest is tight. I can't understand why I feel this way. Because I'm not the type to harbor anger. Yes, I'm angry but I don't hold grudges. I would rather plant rice because it is more beneficial than planting it in anger.

"August, accompany me to the library..." Yuwe said to me.

I looked at it. I wanted to go back to the room to lock myself in but I couldn't refuse it.

"S-alright." I just said here and we both wa