Chapter 51: A Spitfire Named Reagan

Kayleigh

 

 I had an eventful afternoon with Andrei. Full of crying and heartaches, of promises and forgiveness, of reminiscing memories and talks of what-could-have-beens. 

 Andrei drove me back to the manor with a heavy heart. Truth be told, my heart wasn’t feeling all that blissful either. 

 It felt like we broke up even though we weren’t really even dating. The last thing he said bewilders me. 

He said he isn’t letting me go. 

I didn’t respond because I didn’t know what to say. 

Or maybe, I didn’t know how to say I want that but I know I shouldn’t. I couldn’t. I wouldn’t. 

I shouldn’t even be thinking about the things he said anymore. I should’ve just rejected him. Straight up. Point blank. 

But I didn’t. 

I’m going to hell for sure. 

Cillian disrupts my self-castigating and tangles his fingers in my hair while lip-locking