I needed space from Bane. He didn't like when I told him this; he insisted on following me to the palace; I told Bane as long as He stayed out of my way, he didn't like but agreed.
I also told Bane that when he talks with Dominic today, to say to him, he would not be hearing from me, I might love him, but I hate him for what he did.
These last days Bane has followed me around like a lost puppy; I ignore him most of the time because I hate myself for liking him, he has done me wrong in the past, and I know this, he knows this, and I don't think I'll ever forgive Bane for it.
Running my fingers along with the rolls of books in the palace library, I have never written a poem before, so I need to research; I stop walking when I notice a small leather book without a title.That peaks my curiosity.I grab it, and walk over to the sofa and sit down with the book in hand; I have never seen this before, and it has my attention.I open it and start reading through some of the writing, and it's a handwritten book; I'm not sure this is even a book, more like a journal.My eyes widened when I s
I was stunned. I couldn't believe what Bane had said to his father; what a poor excuse to beat up on me, how fucking dare he?."How dare you, don't use your jealousy as an excuse for what you did; I get it; I am your mate too, and I understand that you wanted to be near me. But Bane, what you did was still wrong! and I will not forgive you, just because you say you love me.""I wouldn't either," Jerry shakes his head, "What you did was unforgivable, son; you better do some serious groveling and show this girl how much you love her. treat her with respect, kindness, love her like she deserves to be loved." Jerry tells Bane; Bane sighed heavily, not uttering a word.
I am supposed to be calling Dominic today, and I'm not sure I want to; I felt everyone has been pushing me to be with Dominic, and I don't like how that feels, but what could one call hurt?.Bane has been distant from me, and he has barely spoken to me in two days; I don't know where I went wrong? What I did for him to do this to me.Bane is starting my training today, and I feel it's not going to be as easy as it was with Kyle; I am more nervous than ever around Bane and, it only makes it worse that he is only talking to me when he has to.It's the en
Dominic."Dominic," Bane said as he answered my call; it was time Bane and I talked."I am outside your place just a little way into the woods; come now," I said and ended the call, I could have mind-linked him, but I didn't want Ares, my wolf, to take over my mind.Cali is upset with me over Henry, and I know that, and with Annabella sliding
Brinley."Calliana, honey, are you okay?."Calliana smiles and nods her head, she doesn't seem fine to me, and she hasn't since the reading; I tried talking with her, but she was crying so hard."I thought you would be out with Dominic?."Calliana sighs and shakes her head, "It's Annabella's day." I nod; I still can't believe that Goddess gave my two kids two mates. Who would have thought that would be possible?.
Calliana."You have a letter Mija," Carol says, handing the envelope to me; It only has the name Calliana on it, no sender information or anything; I flip it over to see if anything is on the back but nothing.I frowned, "Who sent this?."Carol shrugs, "I do not know. Mija Bane dropped it off; I nod, "Thank you, Carol."Once Carol leaves my room, I open the letter; why would Bane even write me a letter? Why not talk to me instead
Annabella.I tried to do as the king had ordered me, but Dominic refused to take the book; he shifted and stormed into the woods.I am not looking forward to taking another potion so that my mate won't recognize my scent.The potion Dominic and I have been taking leaves a bitter taste in my mouth, not to mention it corrupts my mind and makes me believe that Dominic is my mate and I love him.The potion makes me feel weird, and I wouldn't say I like it. At times I felt terrible for myself, thinking how much I love Dominic and how he will choose Calliana. After the potion wears off, I can typically think again and realize those are not my feelings.Note to self; ask Dominic if he has the same thoughts as me while taking the mate potion.
Calliana.