Saving Sebastian

I have just spent my very first night in this dark and very much suffocating hole. That is, if the sun is rising at this very moment for when you have nothing but time on your hands, a Vampire is the last person whom you should ask what time of day it is. One other thing that a Vampire would never have is such a thing as lack of sleep. You shall find yourself wide awake for twenty-four hours a day in and day out.

And day in and day out, I shall spend in here for the next thirty days. I truly hope that Anastasia is keeping it together; she did seem quite distressed when we said our goodbyes. She fears it very much that something shall happen to me while I am down in this godforsaken place. I do tend to share the feeling with her, for I have not been out to feed in over three weeks. Now I generally push it up to a month, but to go for nearly two, well, I am afraid to say that I do not know if I shall make it.

So, needless to say, that I am not only foolish but very much