RayneThe Alpha looks a little dazed. It’s almost like he doesn’t see me at all. I stay close to the tree. I would look away and act like I didn’t see him if it wasn’t considered rude and disrespectful. He’s still my Alpha and I need to show him all the respect possible. A few moments pass and he’s starting to look as uncertain as I feel. Honestly, I don’t know why he hasn’t walked away in the opposite direction yet. It’s strange for him to be standing there and watching me. Where’s Denise anyway?I’m the first to look away. He stands there for a bit and then walks away. I’m relieved when he’s gone. I don’t usually know how to act around him. Two minutes later, Denise is back with the tea. We sit right under the tree with the soft grass beneath us and have some tea. “You seem shaken up,” she tells me. “Did something happen while I was away?”I shake my head. I see no point in sharing with her that the Alpha was here and that we only looked at each other. Oddly enough, I didn’t fee
MaxI stare at the girl and ask myself what I was thinking by calling her here. After Albert confessed that a copy of Alaska’s dress had been made, I knew I had made a mistake by judging the girl so harshly. She had no blame in this and I treated her badly and with hatred. I’m not a perfect man, but as an Alpha, I always strive to be fair. I was unfair to her and I want to try to repair that. It isn’t fair for me to treat her so poorly, especially since she will die at the end of this. Only her death will free me from this affair and make mating to Alaska possible. While she continues to live after the bond is weakened, I can’t move on. I’ll be stuck with her even then. Only death can solve this. The least I can do is try to be…fair to her, considering she’ll have to die in order for me to be happy. “For starters,” I begin, “I want to apologize for my behavior toward you. It wasn’t right.”She looks at me with wide eyes and I feel something stir in my gut. Something akin to…curio
RayneI'm still confused by my encounter with the Alpha. This is the last thing I was expecting. Him showing sympathy to me is so strange that I catch myself wondering if this is a part of some plan of his. Just the other day, he didn't want to look at my face. Now, he's apologizing. Apologizing. It's out of this world. I pace my bedroom floor. It's late at night and Denise won't be here until morning. I need to share this with her. I have to know what she thinks about this. Knowing her, I think she'll be happy about it, but maybe she'll have some solid advice for me. I don't think I should trust his good intentions. Why should I?So much thinking and pacing has tired me out. I lie in bed and focus on taking long and deep breaths. Eventually, my eyes feel a lot heavier and I fall asleep. In the morning, I’m awoken by Denise’s entrance. She really doesn’t care about the rules. I sit up and rub the sleep from my eyes and she puts the tray down and says, “I heard about what happened
Rayne Denise picks out my outfit for me. It consists of a black long skirt and matching top, which is beaded and covers my chest nicely. After what the Alpha told me about trying to seduce him, I don't want to take any chances and by the looks of it, neither does she. I like how I look, but my appearance isn't what I'm concerned about. Despite everything Denise says, I can't help but feel like he has second intentions. Why would he want to make things right all of a sudden? How am I supposed to believe he just changed his mind overnight?I don’t care what she says. I have to be alert. I will be. I brush my hair and then stare at my reflection in the mirror one more time before nodding in encouragement and making my way outside. Denise has left some time ago. She asked me to wait for her to return so she could walk with me but I can do this. I have to do this by myself, not just for me but for her as well. The Alpha ordered her to stay away from me and she didn’t listen. Fine. But
MaxAlbert enters my room and I turn around to face him. He's drunk, as usual. He had his fill after the girl left the table, and didn't stop since. He frowns when he sees my expression and says, "Come now, Max. Isn't anyone allowed to have fun around here?""You call that fun?" "Why can't it be fun?""You kissed her," I say through my teeth. "Against her will. You can that fun? It was fun for you but it most certainly wasn't fun for her. I don't tolerate that kind of behavior, Albert. Let this be the last time I warn you.""Who says it wasn't fun for her?" he asks, challenging me. "Are you saying that because you genuinely think she wasn't enjoying yourself or because of your own selfish reasons?"I frown. "Selfish reasons?""You never told us that you invited her for dinner," he says, taking multiple steps to close the distance between us. He's belligerent now, which isn't surprising. He's always been this way. "Why is that?""Because I didn't," I say. "I never invited her for din
RayneI keep going down the stairs after I'm sure the Alpha—Max—has disappeared. I didn't mean to come across him but I'm relieved that I got the chance to apologize for tonight. I can't believe that Denise did that to me. She lied me on purpose just because she has it in her head that the two of us need to be close together at all times. She can't seem to understand that he wants nothing to do with me and that he can't wait for the bond between us to be starved so he can be with Alaska. It's the reason why we argued today. It was out first argument and I had a hard time containing my anger. I asked her to stop and leave me alone. Although she meant well, she was only embarrassing me. She argued back saying that I needed to be less passive and fight for what I really wanted. I asked her if she was only saying that because I had the title of 'Luna' and that maybe, just maybe, she was hoping she could get something out of it. This seemed to offend her and she left the room wordlessl
RayneMax and I stare at each other for some time, an understanding of some kind passing between the two of us. I'm the first to look away. Albert is giving a guard an order about having someone clean up the mess I made and thankfully didn't see the way our eyes locked just now. I don't know how to feel concerning this; it makes sense that he felt the scalding tea burning my chest. I've been feeling all his emotions. I wonder if he ever felt some of mine. What does this even mean?"I can't apologize enough for this," Albert says. He genuinely sounds and looks apologetic. "Are you sure you don't have to see a nurse?""I'm sure," I tell him. "I'm fine. I promise." The burning has passed yet the skin remains bright red. I have no doubt that this too will pass and I'll be as good as new. Besides, I have more important things to concern myself with. "I hope the noise didn't disturb you, Max," he says, turning to his friend. "I didn't see Rayne here coming."Max offers him a tight-lippe
Max I all but barricade myself in my room, eager to be away from the servant girl and everyone else. I can't explain what happened in that room. My instincts and feelings got the best of me and I momentarily lost sense of who I was. I wasn't well acquainted with the version of myself that kissed her. I don't know what I was thinking. Rage is building in my core. The worst of it is that I only have myself to blame for what happened. I was the one who lost control. I gave in to the voice in my head that told me to get closer to her. I should have ignored the feeling and left, but I was tempted. Now, I don't know what to do with myself. I'm enraged that I've made such a careless mistake. The worst part is how I feel right before it; like kissing her was essential. Like I'd die if I didn't claim her. The wretched bond for the best of me. Generally speaking, I know of the effects of a bond but everything about this is surreal. It doesn't happen. Bonds aren't meant to be this intense.