161-Where she wants to be.

EUDORA.

I stared forlornly at the grey wall in front of me. Color it in a darker shade and you’d have a reflection of what my soul is at the moment; dark, lonely and alone.

I wouldn’t say I missed my room because of the bright colors that are in every way a contrast to these ones but I couldn’t get used to being in a room that once scared me to no end. It’s only been a day in this room yet it feels like it’s been an eternity since Alpha Rex moved a few of my things in here. Now his closet was a mix of knee-length floral/ plain dresses and dark shades of every shirt and pants. Not to mention the toiletries stashed into the cabinets of the bathroom.

How could I get used to that?

When Alpha Rex said I was never leaving his sight again, I didn’t think he meant it in every sense of the word.

He watched me like a hawk even when he kept his distance by doing whatever duties he had in the living room. The room was less suffocating with him in it but it was still just that—suffocating!

I’