HarperI jolt up from my bed with a sharp gasp. I’m pouring sweat yet I’m freezing cold. I call out, “Hendrix!”He’s not here. He left to go to the Solstice Pack, to keep me safe from Emery. I pull my knees to my chest as I let out a shuddery breath trying to prevent myself from having a full blown panic attack.I haven’t had one like this in a long time. Not since the Academy.Charlie. Charlie’s my mate. He would be here for me, right?I push myself out of bed and grab a robe and tie it tightly around my body since I was only wearing a nightie and I don’t know who I might run into in the halls. I struggle to remember what room is Charlie’s in my panicked haze. I frown, not wanting to barge into the wrong room but feeling a desperate need to be distracted from my racing thoughts.“Harper?” I hear someone say my name and I turn to see Violet. She looks at me with a deep frown and she asks, “Are you okay?”“I was, um, I was looking for Charlie.” I don’t know what time it is, but surely,
MagnoliaI ended up sleeping on the floor.I didn’t have to. Hendrix certainly didn’t want me to, but I couldn’t lie next to him all night long and feel the sparks with the two of us. It made the temptation too big especially knowing that deep inside of him is my true mate.At this point, I wonder if he’s right and I should just reject him. I hate thinking that way, really I do, but there’s so much going on. I run a hand through my hair, trying to calm myself down before I get too far ahead, but this is a lot more complicated than I ever thought it would be.His voice interrupts my thoughts, “Are you awake?”I nod as I murmur, “Yeah.”“Should we get ready and head out?” His voice is monotone. I think we both feel uncomfortable after last night.Last night, it was too vulnerable. Too much and I’m not sure how well we’ll be able to recover from it.“Yeah, let’s do it.”I push myself off the floor, I can feel his eyes on me as I go to my bag to find my clothes. He asks, “Are we just movi
MagnoliaIt takes us four more days to get to the Solstice Pack.Most of our journey we have spent in silence. Neither of us knowing what to say to the other anymore. I didn’t realize we made it there until Hendrix came to a sudden halt and stood still. I look in front of us, just trees, like everything else we’ve seen. I ask, “Why’d you stop?”He breathes out, “You can’t see it. You’ve never been a member of the pack or a mate of one of the members. In front of us is the Solstice Pack.”I frown as I look at the line of trees in front of us and say, “You’re pulling my leg.”He chuckles, “You had little faith in me, I don’t necessarily blame you, MJ. But I’m telling the truth.”“Well, then, how am I supposed to see it?”He shrugs, “It’s an illusion. I think if I hold your hand and walk through that it will break, but honestly, I’m not sure.”“And if you didn’t hold my hand?” I question. He breathes out, “You would think that you were continuing forward. In reality there’s some type of
HendrixI probably should’ve warned Magnolia about Isadora and Emery’s family. Emery’s parents appear on either side of her, both just as intimidating as she is. Her younger brother, Gabriel, sits on the floor in front of her with little fidget toys to keep him busy. He’s always been bursting with energy, the kid deserves to run and be normal, but his parents are too strict to allow that.Emery walks closer to me and looks at the mark on my face that hasn’t fully healed yet from Isadora. She says, “Izzy, you know how I feel about unnecessary violence.”Isadora responds curtly, “I don’t think it was unnecessary.”Emery shrugs in response and then looks to Magnolia and says, “So, you’re the new mate.”My body tenses as she walks over to Magnolia, walks around her looking her up and down, trying to figure out how big of a threat she truly is. Magnolia doesn’t look like a threat, but I know she is powerful. I saw her wolf, and currently, I can feel the power radiating off of her. I don’t
MagnoliaThis has to be some sort of twisted cosmic joke.No, no, no, no, no! I can’t be pregnant.Yes, Phillip and I have had plenty of times together but we’ve always used a condom! And I’m on birth control. I mean, I know that birth control isn’t fully effective for werewolves, especially the higher ranked we are, we have an incredibly fast metabolism and whatever that it causes it not to work the way it does with normal humans. I don’t remember all the details the pack doctor told me, I know it’s like I had a 75% chance of not getting pregnant. Add in the fact that 90% of the time Phillip and I use condoms or he pulls out, the likelihood of me getting knocked up is incredibly thin.But then I remember, the time we did it in the clearing. I was upset over Hendrix and the way this whole thing had worked out. We didn’t use a condom then, he di
CharlieThings around the Moon Stone Pack are… different.Harper is always around me or Violet. I don’t mind, it’s quite refreshing having someone new around, someone that I don’t know everything about, but long to know. I thought that having a mate would be more complicated, but Harper makes things feel effortless.I finish brewing a pot of coffee as Phoenix walks into the kitchen. I glance back at him and instantly see the bags under his eyes and the blackness in his hands. It’s not as bad as it used to be, hell, it still isn’t even bad, but the darkness is worse than normal.It’s like black vines slowly wrapping around his hands, threatening to consume them and move up his body. I question, “Do you need Vi?”Violet can always calm him down. It’s been that way ever. Sinc
MagnoliaIt’s been two days. I have two to three more days before I’ll finally be back home.The exhaustion within me is unlike anything that I’ve ever experienced before. I don’t know if it’s because of everything going on or this pregnancy or what, but… I feel like I could fall asleep right here.The worst part about it is now that I’m alone, I don’t have anyone to help keep an eye out for anything dangerous at night. I haven’t been able to stop anywhere. Last time, we stumbled upon the Willow Pack, it had been a complete accident. Now, I wish that I would stumble upon them just so I can have a small break where I’m not obsessing about what could go wrong.I stumble to my knees as nausea waves over me, I throw up, again. It seems like I’m
MagnoliaWe were able to make it home in like a day and a half. Phillip had a lot more energy than I did and was a fast runner. I could tell he didn’t want us to have to sleep in the woods at all, but unfortunately we had no other options.He’s taken care of me, I’m viewing him in a different lighting right now and I’m not sure why. Maybe it’s all the pregnancy hormones or something. But… before he’s always seemed like my best friend that I also had good sexual chemistry with. Now… now, he seems like someone that I could be with for the rest of my life. He’s taking care of me, he even hunted last night so I could eat more than just a protein bar. He’s reassuring me and he’s not trying to push for anything in return. He hasn’t even asked me about Hendrix and what the situation is there.And through all of these small acts, I’m beginning to realize that my feelings for him have been deeper than I ever realized. I think… I think I’m in love with him. But I don’t know how to say that, no