VioletMy heart is still racing as I lie in bed beside Magnolia. I can’t believe that I got caught especially by her!I should’ve known that tonight would be different because of her meltdown and how late we stayed up. I’m grateful that she didn’t ask too many questions and that I’m able to keep Phoenix’s identity a secret.After a few minutes, I almost jump when she speaks. I thought she had fallen asleep. She says softly, “I don’t want to be the next Alpha anymore.”My eyebrows raise in surprise and I use my hand to prop my head up as I ask, “What are you talking about?”She breathes out and rolls on her back looking up to the ceiling as she says, “I’m about to turn 18. I’ll shift and shortly after I’m supposed to take the Alpha position. That’s been the plan for as long as I can remember, Vi. But… that’s supposed to happen in 8 days and I don’t know how I’m supposed to lead a pack when I can’t even walk through the main foyer of the house without having a panic attack.”She takes a
VioletI forgot that Magnolia stayed in my room last night.When I wake up she is pacing around my room and I look at her curiously. She seems less tense than she was last night which is a good thing. She doesn’t seem as sad, instead she seems nervous and I think that’s because she wants to talk to her parents soon. She’s told me that it’s good being around me and a small part of me wonders if somehow my abilities as the white wolf is helping heal Magnolia. Like maybe I’m subconsciously healing her broken heart. I don’t know if that’s even a possibility though.To be honest, there’s still a lot I don’t know about being the white wolf. I think that both the white wolf and guardian wolf are much stronger than we think. White wolves don’t normally live long lives because of other people’s greed wanting to harvest our power for their own wants and needs. Because of this, there hasn’t ever been enough time to learn anything other than the what’s on the surface.Magnolia looks over at me,
VioletThe days move quickly.Magnolia’s been doing better. She’s getting out of her room more, she’s training with me for a little bit every day, and she and Charlie are trying to finalize our plans for our trip. Charlie and I still haven’t decided what to tell her and also agreed that actually going somewhere and having a couple of days off isn’t a bad idea.Now that Magnolia knows about me meeting my mate, she helps cover for me at night. It’s nice, I’m now able to leave by midnight at the latest and I’m normally home by 3 so I’m still able to sleep for a little bit.I enjoy being around Phoenix, I enjoy it a lot more than I care to admit. Our personalities seem to just mesh well together and I’m quickly considering him one of my closest friends. We sit by each other in complete silence, just enjoying the sound of nature surrounding us. I can feel the tension in my body release as I lean back and tilt my face toward the sky, my eyes closed as I bask in the moon’s glow. I can feel
PhoenixWe shouldn’t do this. I know that we shouldn’t. But, she’s so close to me. Her scent is intoxicating, she yearns for me, and I yearn for her. Why can’t we let ourselves enjoy this one fleeting moment?With that thought, my mind is made up and I lean in to close the gap between us, desperate to feel her soft lips on mine. My eyes begin to close as I feel her breath against my lips, and I move to capture her lips. But they’re not there.My eyes snap open and I see she’s pulled her head back and she stares at me with wide unblinking eyes. Heat rushes to my cheeks out of embarrassment from this rejection. Was I imagining it? I could’ve sworn that she wanted to kiss me just as much as I wanted to kiss her.Her cheeks turn read and she brushes a lock of hair behind her ear, turning her face away from me and she says nervously, “I should go.”I nod my head, “Yeah, it’s getting late.”“Yeah,” she murmurs. Her eyes flicker around us and she says, “Just so you know, the next few days
VioletI slept until midday and when I woke I learned from Charlie about Magnolia’s breakdown. She’s currently in her room and won’t let anyone in to see her. He and I spend the day together and I go to training and that night I attempt to check on hr, but she told me to leave, just like she had done to every person who had tried to check on her.That night, I thought about going to see Phoenix. But, I decided against it. I knew I could use some sleep, plus, I’m not sure I could face him again after pulling away from his attempt at kissing me.I wanted him to do it. I don’t know why I pulled away other than the fact that I’m scared. I’ve never been kissed by anyone before and as much as I crave that experience with him… I know I’m destined for heartbreak. I don’t know if I want to make that memory with him.So, I slept. And it was the worst night of sleep I’ve had in awhile. Damn mate bond, making it hard to get any rest whenever I don’t see him. Because of this, I sleep in again beca
VioletI walk through my uncle’s office door without knocking. Immediately, he looks up at me with his eyebrows crinkled and a deep frown. I say, “I’m sorry to barge in like this but I need to speak with you and Aunt Amelia, now.”He slowly nods his head and I watch as his eyes glaze over as he links his mate. He tells me, “You’ve never given me a reason not to trust you, Violet. But this is very odd behavior.”I nod as I breathe out and say, “I know.”Aunt Amelia walks into the room with a concerned expression and she her eyes look both me and Magnolia up and down as if she’s scanning for injuries. She walks to her mate, places a hand on the back of his chair and asks, “What’s going on?”Uncle Maven leans back and states, “That’s what I want to know.”Okay, now or never, I have to tell them. I quickly explain, “I know this is going to sound crazy, but I need you to trust me and know that I’ll never lie to you. I found my mate a few weeks ago and he has an in with Xavier Black. Xavier
VioletI’ve never seen Phoenix look at me with such burning intensity. I don’t understand why he seems so upset with seeing me. I thought he would like getting to see me again…I stare into his eyes as confusion and hurt fills my heart. But, I see his eyes flash black, showing that his wolf is present. They flicker back to their normal hazel color and I try to focus on the green ring around the pupil. His voice is harsh as he tries to snap me out of my surprise and says, “Violet, leave.”I nod my head slowly, mentally reassuring myself that this isn’t personal, and I say, “Okay, I will. I just wanted to thank you and make sure you’re safe.”He laughs, it catches me off guard and makes me feel foolish for coming here. He doesn’t care for me the same way that I do for him. He shakes his head and with an amused smile he says, “Violet, why are you worried for my safety? You know what I’m capable of, of course I’m safe.”I scoff and flick my tongue out to lick my chapped lips out of nervou
Phoenix Violet had only been gone for maybe two minutes when I hear her startled cry. I freeze for a moment, scared of who might have found her, who I’ll have to face to guarantee her safety. I run off in her direction. My eyes widen as I see my sister, Beatrix, pin her to the ground as she tauntingly says, “Well, well, well, if isn’t Penelope Fox’s daughter, the new white wolf. Looks like she got caught in the wolf’s den.” I watch as Violet’s blue eyes flicker around, panicked, and finally, her gaze lands on me. Disappointment fills her eyes and her jaw hardens as she silently questions if I’m apart of this. My jaw dropped, I want to mouth to her and tell her that I didn’t know, but I can’t bring my mouth to move. She has to know that I would never capture her like this. If I wanted to capture her then I would’ve done it a long time ago. Beatrix suddenly turns to me with a wide smile as she triumphantly says, “Do you see this?!” One thing I know about my sister is that often times