ASTRID.My mind is filled with different thoughts as I step into the kitchen. It doesn’t help that everyone's eyes are on me, I can almost picture what their mind is thinking about.‘Oh look at her, she thinks she’s mated to the Alpha.’ ‘Isn’t she pathetic? He definitely is going to reject her sooner or later!’None of their hushed comments even seem to faze me at all, my eyes search for Juniper, I see her talking to an Omega with a flushed face, her white face not crimson red.I walk over to them. “Hey. Juni.”The Omega looks at me weirdly, before shifting away from me, as though I am like someone to be avoided, when she steps away, Juni gives me a weak smile.“Sorry.” She whispered over to me, her brown eyes itching with apology, she spread her arms out, and I hugged her, she felt safe, it is as though whenever I am near her, I feel safe.She leans on the counter and purses her lips together. “So, he’s your mate?”“Unfortunately, yes.” I shrugged and said like it was no big deal, b
ASTRID.The rage I feel is what makes me go to the courtyard at the west wing of the pack-house, no one comes to this courtyard much, when I reach there, it’s empty.There’s a sword lying on the floor, I pick it up and twisting it around, feeling the rage once again.“How dare they?” I mutter angrily, taking a step forward, swinging the heavy sword. It felt just like yesterday that I practiced with my father. I was never tired, always saying I would be the first best female Alpha, but all of that now feels cliché.It feels like nothing is real anymore, like I was never real to begin with, I sighed, moving closer.Somebody emerges from the shadow, his gray eyes seem lighter now, or do I just assume?“Astrid. Seems like you need some help.” Logan says, and he picks up the other sword without warning.Why is he always everywhere I am?I really don’t want to train with him, I want to be alone and discover my mother’s powers, but I gave him a weak smile and found myself saying. “Sure, you
ZEKE.I wanted to stay at the estate, whenever I went there, I always stayed for two days or such, but something was prompting me to go back to the pack-horse, so I saddled Goliath and here I am.In a place where everyone is desperate for other things.The moment Gus took my cloak in the hall, I asked. “How’s everything?”“With your mate, you mean.” He responded dryly, but then he smiled. I never knew the problem with Gus. “She’s great.”We heard yelling, Gus told me not to bother and go to my room, but I did bother, walking over to the kitchen, I saw that pack-keeper jabbing a finger at my mate.My Mate.“Step away from her.” I growl to everyone present, they huddled closer, giving me space. Mrs. Perry stared at me with widened eyes, I don’t know what’s up with this woman.Astrid looks up at me with an unreadable expression, her golden eyes trailing me. She doesn’t say anything, just takes up the tray on the counter.“I can handle this myself, I don’t need your help.” She whispers, h
ASTRID.My father marked my mother, it isn’t a big deal. Right? So, why won’t he do it?“Zeke?” He’s facing back at me, not even bothering to look back. Anger fills me. “Zeke!”He turns back, “I am not going to mark you, Astrid.”“Why?” I told myself I am not going to cry, but I know my lies, pain is etched in my voice. He’s my mate, he’s supposed to mark me sooner or later, why do I have to be the one that doesn’t enjoy the privileges of a mate?“Why?!” I yell harder when he keeps quiet, not even bothering to spare me a glance. “We are mates.” I take a step closer. “Yes, we don’t like each other at all, but the mate bond can’t be abandoned, sooner or later, we are going to have to have to surrender.” I never planned my life like this either, I thought I would love my mate, have his pups, but not anymore, I don’t have those thoughts again.My mate is standing in front of me, and he’s unwilling to mark me, then what makes us mates? Why do we even share together?Why did the moon godde
ASTRID.When breakfast was over, I couldn’t be more than happy. I don’t want to see his face right now, I don’t even know if my wolf will explode.“Where are you going?” An Omegas asks me with a raised brow. “You are supposed to pick out the dress for the Alpha’s daughter, and she’s supposed to have tea with Alpha Zeke.”I nod my head, even though her words seem to hurt me. What else can I do?“Alright.” I say, walking over to the dressing room, I twisted the knob and went in. Lines of clothes fill the rack, dresses, skirts, gowns, tops. Shoes rack the lower part of the rack.I used to remember picking my clothes from here, not anymore though, life changes, things change, I guess I can’t still expect everything to be normal.“Darling.” Madam Yv appears behind me, with a cocky smile. My mood lifts, but something shallow fills my chest. Earlier in the dining room, I caught a peek of her and Cleo conversing. I had wanted to know what they were talking about, and my stomach twisted. What
ZEKE.“Alpha Zeke, it’s a pleasure having an in depth communication with you right now.” She says, before taking a seat, there's tea on the table bench and some scones, her hand which is covered with a glove is stretched out, just waiting for a kiss.I stare at her fingers like it’s a foreign object, before taking my seat, her eyes are still closed, still expecting the hand kiss, when she opens her eyes, looking at her outstretched hand, she goes red with embarrassment, before she sits.She smiles warmly at me, I don’t even bother to, it’s a tradition for the man to pour the tea into the woman’s tea cup first, I think she wants me to do that, but I don’t.I don’t even want to be here.She smiles, taking the kettle and pouring the seaming liquid into both our teacups.What happened last night envelops me, I just couldn’t do it, my father never marked my mother, maybe because they were never mates to begin with, maybe because I feel like I am betraying her one way or another.In the din
CLEO.I ain't a saint, I am not good, I lie, I always hurt everyone, I am bad, bad, bad.I can fight with swords, I don’t depend on any man, and I am not getting married to any man, when you appear clingy, they just assume you are in love with them.I don’t give a fuck of what anyone thinks about me, I rule my life, they think I will make the perfect wife with my good deeds and beauty, they just want someone dumb to stand there and do what they want.They assume I am in love with him, that’s why I want to get married to him, I don’t do love, I said that my father proposed marriage, but that’s not that truth at all, I proposed marriage to their pack, because with my plan, everything will finally work out, not just for me, but for her.My plan is finally coming back together. Being here in this pack feels like bringing old memories back, I smile at the mirror, staring at my reflection, my hand moves towards my necklace that’s dangling between my neck, and I rub the front, a giant smile
ASTRID.“Juniper!” I say startled at the sudden outburst of our bodies together, the book she’s holding falls to the floor, and before I can get a look at it, she kicks it away to the far end.“What was that?” I ask, startled. She turns away from me with a blush, and dust her gown.“Nothing. I was just cleaning up this room, so messy and stuffy. Ya know?”I just nod in understanding, she is keeping something from me, if she isn’t. Why then did she kick that book away? And, what was the book anyways? Reminding myself that I have to make dinner for the noble family, an Omega rushes towards me in a haste when I step out of the door.“Astrid.” Her voice is cold. “The Alpha’s daughter requests you to escort her to town tonight.”“Okay,” When I turn, Juniper is out of the halls, something in me is tired and weary, it’s like everyone is keeping something away from me. This pack-house was not the same I grew up in, love care and support were confined within these four walls, but now, only se