Chapter 64:

LOGAN.

It’s hard to be in the dark and still watch over someone, just stare and wonder if they are doing alright, because if you don’t. You feel sick to your stomach. Are they hurt? You will think. Do they need me now? You will wonder, but then you will know that they are doing fine without you, they don’t even need you, so why am I caring about her? Even though I try to push it away, Astrid still comes back to my memory.

What I am doing is so wrong, worrying about my twin's brother mate. But I can't help it, damn….

I sighed, propping the can open.

Beer was always a way to escape my darkness. My head relaxed on the recliner in my room, I kept my gaze on the wall, staring at the dark green paint plastered on the wall, and maybe soon enough, I will go to bed, even though it’s still early in the afternoon.

All the things happening are starting to make me a little bit sick. Gus and my brother are already handling it, but I have to do something.

I don’t even want to be the lonely one, Mam