Mildred POVI laid down in my bed trying to fall asleep but I couldn't, was any of this real or is it just my imagination but it was far too heavily to be my imagination by the same time it didn't make any sense to be reality.Has my entire life been nothing more than a dream?So did I never really meet Arnold? Was I never pregnant for him?Just then as I was buried in my thoughts I heard a knock on the door and before I could even respond there was a man that was peeking into the room."Hey, Mil…I heard you were stressed so I got you your favorite strawberry ice cream."A man stepped in holding the bowl of ice cream but he was referring to and smiling at me while I was being filled up with dread. "Dad?" I said testing the word as if it was the first time I had ever allowed it to roll past my tongue and he smiled at me sitting next to me and handing me the ice cream then he patted me on my head and told me that I worked too hard and I needed to rest sometimes for my own health.I cou
Arnold POVI was pacing around back and forth waiting for my mate to come out of that dreadful cave.I had my heart in my throat and the slightest sound would make me glance over to the entrance of the cave, desperation painted over my eyes. I should not have allowed her to do this.I repeated to myself over and over again until the words were echoing in my head, but as I sat against a rock throwing my head back and running my fingers through it, I came to the painful realization that even if I tried to stop her she would still have asked the guardian to lead her here for the answers that she needed.But she had been there for so long…Did something happen? I wondered with dread running up my spine and I turned over to the guardian who had a neutral expression on her face.Sensing that I was staring at her, she glanced over at me, her face betraying no emotion."Isn't there anything you can do? I asked her, wrapping my fingers together even though I already knew the answer and she sho
Tanya POVI was pacing around the room struggling not to pull my hair out and frustration and when I glanced over to the person sitting beside me for the slightest shred of sympathy I saw that the idiot was actually snickering. I stumped over to him and planted my hands on my hips."Is this situation looking funny to you?" I feel mad at him he wasn't acting as if we were in a lot of trouble when is situation is actually that bad he could not say a word me and shrugs without saying anything I grab a pillow on the bed and tried to slam it over his head but he dodged it, sweeping the pillow out of my grip."Tanya you need to relax it's not that bad" He said"Not that bad?" I yelled at the top of my voice throwing my hands above my head. What situation was then rock bottom enough for him to see."You tried to kidnap that b*tch that he is infatuated with right now and not only that…she was taken from you right under your nose then he caught us in the same bed together! And you still think
Mildred POV"I can't believe that I'm finally hearing your voice after so long. How have you been girlie?! Tell me! Tell me!!"I pulled the phone away from my ears so that I would not end up going deaf with my friend scratching my ears with her high-pitched voice of excitement.When she had calmed down a little bit I cautiously brought the phone back to my ear and responded with an apology telling her that I should have called sooner but I was dealing with so many things at the time."I know it must be tough, moving in with your baby daddy but I hope he's treating you well," I glanced down at the breakfast in bed that had been served to me personally by my unborn baby's father and smiled into the phone even though she couldn't see me with that corny smile on my face."He treats me well enough," I said "That's good…"she said with excitement."He should know that my best friend deserves nothing but the best," I smiled into the phone. "But what about you? How have you been putting up?"
Mildred POVEven though Arnold tried everything to cheer me up I remained depressed for the following days and curled up in our bedroom, I couldn't go and sleep on my own anymore. Everyday I knew a little bundle of life was growing inside of me, and every day I could feel myself getting weaker. I will not be able to do this for long and that was what really shattered my heart. I wanted to be able to see my baby.But from the looks of things in the best case scenario I would only be able to push him or her out before I said goodbye to the world and just thinking about this was enough to make me burst into tears in the middle of the day.Arnold was around most of the time but sometimes he wasn't. I understood that his presence was needed in other places however if it wasn't of utmost importance he was always by my side curling arms and telling me that everything is going to be okay.Those words used to be so soothing to me but now the more I hear them, they seem to penetrate my ears a
Mildred POVI had to make a choice.The words echoed in my head over and over again, stealing away my sleep and any peace I had. The morning that followed after that one I decided to go down to the garden and get some fresh air. Arnold was so elated, I didn't know that he was that worried about me becoming a recluse.He told me that I could summon any of the servants whenever I needed anything and if it was something that none of them could provide, they could call out to him, and he would immediately come to my side.I slowly brought my fingers up to cup his cheeks, well they were too small compared to his chiseled face to achieve that effect he gently leaned onto my fingers and then he let out a soft sigh.For a moment his mask fell, and I saw how tired and drained he looked, a prick of guilt pierced through my heart. I had only been thinking about myself in this whole situation but how many times have I actually sat down to comfort him as well?If I couldn't do that at least well e
Mildred POV"Can't you answer or are you deaf now?" She said marching over to me the ex-Beta came forward and grab her by her shoulders pulling her back "Alright Tanya you have had your fun, don't you think that's enough?" She was still glaring at me with a look that was sharp enough to cut through ice but as he was pulling her away and I was able to sit up and regain my voice I called her name and she immediately turned around her eyes burning up with fury but I couldn't care less."Apologize," I said to her in a cold voice that I didn't even recognize as my own. She was just staring at me as I stood up dusting off all this dirt on my body then she spoke facing me."Now did you hit your head too hard when you fell? What the hell I'm apologizing for when you are the one that stole my man?""Apologize for calling my baby a bastard," I said and her eyes went wide then she threw her head back and began to laugh."What if I don't? besides I was only saying the truth there is no way that
Mildred POV"You are going to be sedated for the entire process," the doctor informed me then he was putting on his gloves and my shaking eyes went over to Arnold for assurance.From what he had told me abortions were not exactly common among werewolves, most people would have to have children with their mates and it was always a blessing to them so there was hardly ever any reason for them to worry.Not to mention that there was also a stigma here for anyone who had an abortion especially since it was so uncommon, the doctor had been extremely reluctant before and I could still see some traces of the same reluctance in his eyes but it seems to be overshadowed by the fear he had for the Alpha so he was just doing his job.The sight of a syringe and my heart was thumping hard against my chest but I relaxed a little bit when I felt a little warm fingers enveloping my own he kissed me as the syringe pierced into my skin and after a while, my eyelids became incredibly heavy until I could