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RAINI POV

Who said thoughts were not diverse…

I could feel every bit of its diversity in mind and yet it did nothing to change me.

Was I prone to change from my flickering thoughts?

It was all that clouded my mind over the last few days that she had been away.

Bianca had been the only one I could talk to, aside from the women that were with me in the room, she was the only one that I could open up to and if there was a way out which I believed there was not, she was the way out.

Still, I wouldn't succumb to whatever they are asking me to do-

I might not as well know what it was at the moment but I wasn't succumbing to it, no matter what.

I sat in the middle of the room, it was three weeks since I got abducted and I knew that because I counted.

The last time Bianca had been here she had mentioned to me the days and I had counted since then.

As my legs criss crossed on the chair, watching a raindrop make its way down the windowpane— I thought of what the outside world would be like behi