After having a shower, I immediately pulled my uniformed and get dressed. I sighed in relief when I saw Alpha Blaze is still waiting for me. He looks at me and smile, that’s odd for me. His expression today has a big difference from the past few days.
“Be goo today, Shama.” He used to call me in my name rather than calling me as an ugly maid. I’m happy for that. I hope he’ll be good to m soon.
When we arrived at the campus, we immediately went to the open field. Training is our requirement to pass our first semester this year so everyone should cooperate. This is my hatest part ever. My elbows are still not feeling well as well as my feet.
“Position now, Shama. You’re wasting so much time,” Alpha Blaze said so I raced and went to my position. I faced him bravely with a fierce expression on my face. The Alpha’s eyes are heart capturing, I can’t deny
I woke up lying on my bed. When I look around, there’s no one here except me. Did Alpha Blaze owned me for real, or is it a dream again? I move slowly and feel soreness in my private part and it made me sigh. I fall into his trap and now, I should face the consiquences.I run to the bathroom and wash myself. As I close my eyes, I could remember how passionate he kissed and owned me. I can still feel his hands on me. I ended up with my fantasy when someone knock on the door.“Shama, are you alright? Are you going to attend our class today?” I heard Alpha Blaze’s soft voice which made me smile.I took a deep breath before answering him.”Yes I will, don’t worry about me,” I answered and wrapped myself.After I wear my clothes I immediately put my make up before opening the door. I saw him lying on my bed and it seems he is reading a small pocket notebook.“You look so fresh!” he complimented and I felt my cheeks burning.“Uhm.”“Don’t stare at me like that, Shama. I might forget that we
"Shama, I was wrong. I'm sorry for everything I've done to you. I was just jealous seeing you with Alpha Blaze. Can you give me another chance?" Catherine bowed her head and as I can see, she is serious and sincere. "You're forgiven. Don't do it again Cath. Look around, I am not your real enemy. We are facing a big problem, so for now we need to focus on our training," I said and I tapped her shoulder.I was surprised when she hugged me. "I'm really sorry. You are not weak as I thought. I also think that you might just put Alpha Blaze to danger but you have proven yourself that you can protect him. I know Alpha Blaze also likes you, loves him back, Shama," she added before leaving."Did she hurt you? What did she tell you?" From my back, Blaze asks consequently. "She did nothing wrong." I faced him but his eyes were so destructive so I averted my gaze away from him."Seems like you can look directly into my eyes, my Love?" My hair stood up as I heard what he called me. Is he reall
I can't explain what I am feeling right now. It seems like I'm floating and a lot of butterflies are inside my stomach. Am I really doing the right thing? I'm still afraid that later on this happiness will fade away. I loved him from the past but it seems we're nit distined to be happy together. I'm scared that this time, history will repeat itself again."Shama, change your clothes. We'll be going somewhere," Blaze knock on my door.I immediately opened the door and there I found him flashing his sweet and heart catching smile. "Where are we going my Alpha?" I asked and smiled back at him."To my favorite place. We will escape from reality," he said so I was confused. I nod and never dare to ask him. I immidiately headed to my cabinet and choose a comfortable dress. I look myself at the mirror. "What if he discovered my secret? Will he still consider me as his fate? Will he still love me the same?" I whisphered and let out a deep sigh.I shook my head to erase the thoughts playin
As usual, I went to the meeting of the council with Alpha Blaze. I can't look diretly to Beta Luke's eyes. It seems he is finding something on me. Like his gaze is somewhat ditractive. I don't know what he is thinking right now."Stay there, Sh- Amber," Blaze said and almost mention my real name. That was near. "Yes I will. Be calm and be nice to the elders, Alpha Blaze. Whatever the problem will be, always remember that there is a rainbow after the rain," I advised to him. He look at me as if I said something wrong."That line is familliar to me. It seems I've been hearing that for so many times... but I can't remember when, when and who said that," he confusingly said. I smiled secretly. Those lines marked on his heart. I am the one who always say that to him, on his past life. "Don't think to much about it. Alpha Blaze, you are a good leader," I said and kissed him on his cheeks before he left me.I turn my gaze at Luke that is still looking at me. He smirked and raised his eyebr
"Are you alright?" Alpha Blaze hugged me which made Luke surprised."Miss Amber, I will send you home," Luke said with a wide smile on his face."No need, I'll send her home. The vampires are already captured." Luke nodded and left us. As Luke disappeared Alpha Blaze immediately held my hands. I can see mixed emotions in his eyes. "Are you really alright?" Alpha Blaze asked again. I nodded. "Yes, I'm fine. Don't worry, Luke protected me so far," I said and smiled at him.I suddenly remember what Lester said. Should I continue this affair that we have? or should I sacrifice for his sake? "Seems you're thinking something? I can see confusion in your eyes," he said but I shook my head.I remained silent as we went home. Alpha Blaze went immediately to his room to take a bath. While I was walking towards his room, Lady Ave called me."Let's talk, Shama," she coldly said, which made my heart beat fast."What is it, Lady Ave?" I politely ask and then she sighs. "Do you love the Alpha?
I was hesitant to look directly to his eyes. I can felt his anger and it seems my heart was stab with a large object. "Why, Alpha?" I asked without looking at him."I don't need you anymore. And it seems like you're dating with another man, while you're showing affection to me. How was that, Shama?"Is he jealous?"What are you talking about?""Do you think you can deny? You and Lester went out, right? You can't lie to me, I can smell his scent on you," he added. I shook my head in disappointment. "I just ask for his advice," I answered."And I don't care. Leave and never come back. How dare you play with me!""Please don't do this Alpha. I have no one. I can't live without your help. I am willing to accept any punishment," I beg to him."You're leaving? You'll just regret it," he coldly said and left me dumbfounded.I cry silently in pain. Why do I need to suffer like this? What's the matter with him? Did Lady Ave told him to do so?***I walk up when the alarm clock rangs. I fixed
After the excessive training, Lenox and I went home. I look around and observe the surroundings. His house is also big and the atmosphere is not as sad as Alpha Blaze house."Welcome home, Master. Good day, Young Lady!" They greeted the both of us. "This Young Lady Shama," Lenox introduced me."Young Lady? I'm just your maid, right," I uttered but he just smiled."Bring her things to her room. Kindly prepare our dinner too, we will eat all together," he announced and everyone nodded. They all smile at me and their looks seem to tell me that I am welcome in this home.This house is very different from Alpha Blaze's house. But why do I still feel lonely? Did I miss his presence already? "Are you alright Shama?" Lenox held my hand so I looked at him."What are you planning, Beta Lenox?" I asked him with one eyebrow raised."Nothing. I just wanna keep you here with me. You don't really know Alpha Blaze. I know him better than you. I know he loves you, but you're not safe being with him
I immediately change my clothes. I wear a black jeans paired with my favourite black jacket and a black boots. Yes, I love black. Black brings comfort to me, but that doesn't mean that I am a bad person. Black colour doesn't really define evil. I don't believe in those colour meanings and symbols because I love black but I have pure intentions. I once glanced at the mirror beside me. I bit my lips and let out a deep sigh. I will save Lester at all costs. Those vampires are just like ants to me. They are weak creatures. But, why did they kidnap Lester? There's a lot of choices but why do they choose Lester? Are they planning for a trap? I went out of my room, making soundless steps. "Shama, where are you going?" I stopped when Lenox suddenly came out from the main door. I face him and smile. "How did you know that I came out of my room?" I asked him confusingly. "I already told you that I can smell you. I have a strong smelling ability," he explained so I nodded. "Back to my