Nathan
“What do you mean, she said nothing about me?”
Frustration gnaws at my insides as Leila rummages through the open fridge, pulling out leftovers and stacking them up on the counter. My fingers itch to shut the door and shake her until she tells me every word that my mate said from the moment they went into Leila’s old apartment to the second she left.
Breathing deeply, I try to stay calm. Leila is with her fated mate, but their relationship didn’t start with a picture-perfect first meeting either, so I have to believe she isn’t tormenting me on purpose. She’s not that mean. Most of the time. But she is annoying me by making me wait.
“Also, you don’t live here anymore. Technically, this is stealing.”
I shouldn’t comment, and I regret it the instant the petty words pass my lips. Her bump is getting more noticeable, as is her irritability. She is potentially carrying a bear cub, after all. Its natural grumpiness is probably rubbing off on her from the inside out. Leila leans back from the fridge and narrows her eyes at me, before defiantly shoving a slice of cheese into her mouth and slamming the door closed.
“I am tired and hungry. Will I tell Marcus that you won’t give me food?” She arches an eyebrow at me, daring me to tell her to put the pack's food back, knowing that threatening to tell her husband will put any wolf back in line. I shudder, glancing over my shoulder to make sure he’s not actually here.
“Fuck no.”
The last thing I need is for an irate grizzly to turn up here and kick my ass. I have enough problems as it is. Like how to undo the terrible first impression I made on Maya.
“Thought so.” She smirks before flicking back her dark hair and returning to her food. Not even bothering with a plate, she shoves the Tupperware full of pasta into the microwave and digs cutlery out of the drawer. “What did you want again?”
One hand on her hip, she points her fork at me like a weapon and I ease back slightly, putting myself just out of arm’s reach.
“Maya. She didn’t say one word about me?!”
When Leila shakes her head, I’m stunned. And hurt to the very core of my being. That can’t be true. She’s my mate. How could she ignore this completely? Maybe she swore Leila to secrecy because she was so upset or said such awful things about me.
“Why would she? How did you even meet? She only arrived an hour ago.”
The microwave beeps and Leila takes out the food, digging in with gusto. She eyes me quizzically while she chews and swallows. She’s not lying. I can’t believe it, but I there’s no deceit in her tone or body language.
“We didn’t,” I admit. Leila frowns and tilts her head at me in question, confusion written all over her face.
Shit. How much do I tell her? If Maya didn’t mention it, I shouldn’t either.
My heart sinks. Maya. My mate. That is refusing to acknowledge the mate bond with me or my sister. This doesn’t bode well, and I can feel myself breaking out in a cold sweat. It’s only right that we speak to each other first privately, but I’ve seen my brother go through rejection. The idea she might want to be rid of me before this even starts burrows itself under my skin and I pace the kitchen, unable to contain my anxiety.
“I saw her going into your apartment,” I hesitate, struggling to figure out exactly what I should divulge. “I thought we had a… moment.”
Leila snorts in disbelief.
“Nathan Jones, she has barely set foot inside the door and you’re already sniffing around? Goddess, can you let the girl have one night before you pounce on her?!”
“It’s not like that. This is different,” I growl, stopping and gripping the countertop so hard my knuckles turn white. Leila rolls her eyes at me, but when she sees the wolf flashing in my eyes, she hesitates. Sighing, she tilts her head back and looks up to the ceiling, searching for divine inspiration.
“You do know she’s Dean Reynolds' sister? You can’t mess her around Nathan,” she warns, and I grind my teeth so hard I expect them to shatter in my mouth.
Even though I know why Leila’s saying it, my entire being bristles at the mere suggestion, especially from my sister, that I would be anything but respectful toward my mate.
“No. I didn’t know that.”
This makes things infinitely worse. After staring at the door across the hall for what seemed like an eternity, waiting for Leila to emerge, the door creaked open, but Maya stayed out of sight as they bid their farewells. Even though she must have sensed I was there.
I followed Leila downstairs, peppering her with questions about the new arrival to the pack. Leila told me her name was Maya, and that she was part of the exchange program. But I didn’t realise she was the mysterious alpha’s sister.
It doesn’t matter to me who she’s related to. But it will certainly matter to him who his little sister mates with. Especially given my playboy reputation, which is undeserved, if you ask me. Stories of my antics when I was in my early twenties have been hugely exaggerated, and other than some friends with benefits arrangements, I have largely kept my nose clean for the last couple of years.
My wolf has given me no choice. He has increasingly become reluctant to do anything other than work and run. But if she asks him about me… it doesn’t bear thinking about. This is exactly what Cooper and Rex have been warning me about for years. Now they'll have their chance to say I told you so.
“I don’t even know if she’s single. I mean, I assume she is since she’s left the pack, but maybe she came because she’s dating one of the guys coming to work for you.”
Leila has no idea of the flames of fury she’s stoking within me. I turn on my heel to go, needing to leave, needing to immediately seek out my mate and assure my wolf nobody else will claim her while we’re down here chatting.
“Nathan, sit down.” Leila’s voice is eerily calm, and I freeze.
“What’s really going on? Tell me. You’ve been…” Leila’s big doe eyes are round and sparkling she moves closer, resting a hand on my arm as she looks up at me. “You’ve been different since Rex and Stacey. I’m here if you need to talk, you know that? Just because I’m not living with the pack doesn’t mean I won’t be here at the drop of a hat if you need me.”
Pulling her into a hug, I bury her face in my shoulder as I try to calm my racing heart. My sister did everything he could to help Rex get over his rejection. Including putting her own misery to the side. I pray she isn’t about to witness another of her brothers go through the same thing.
But we’re about to find out.
“Don’t be so dramatic, sis,” I whisper, trying to keep the nervousness out of my voice as I give her a kiss on the top of the head. "Go home. Put those fat feet of yours up and rest. When Hayley gets home from the hospital, you're going to be Auntie-on-call."
She grins at that. Hayley went into labor last night, which is why Leila is here settling Maya in instead. I know she can't wait to get her hands on the baby.
Disappearing out of the kitchen with a small wave, and shooing Leila to the front door and away from whatever shitshow is about to transpire, I start my slow ascent of the packhouse stairs. I fix my gaze on the door behind which lies the key to my future happiness.
Shaking out my hands and stretching my neck, I bounce on the balls of my feet as I raise my hand to knock on the door, preparing to face the music and see just how much trouble I’m in.
Her scent hits me like a tsunami the instant the door cracks open and she blinks up at me through the narrow gap. She's breathtaking.
“Hi,” I mumble, completely tongue-tied for the first time in my life.
“Hi,” she answers shyly, pushing a strand of black hair back behind her ear adorably. Her voice is like velvet and my wolf rumbles in delight at hearing it at last. Cheeks slightly flushed, she looks away and adjusts her grip on the door, not moving to open it any wider.
A little line appears between her dark eyebrows when they furrow and she looks up at me, puzzled.
“Can I help you?”
NathanCan I help you?I blink down at her, stunned into silence. That wasn’t what I expected. Maybe for her to slam the door in my face. For her to give me a filthy look and a hard time.Not this.“I… I’m Leila’s brother, Nathan. Can I come in?”Through the tiny gap in the door, I can only see half of her face and a curtain of shiny black hair. I need to see her properly. Up close, the urge to reach out and touch her, to cup her face is overwhelming. The door between is making me angry. I want to be closer to her.After dragging her dark pink bottom lip through her teeth as she ponders whether to let me, her mate, into her new apartment in my pack house, she gives me a minuscule nod and steps back. Pressing her back to the wall, she gestures for me to move past her, down the narrow hallway, and into the living room.It takes every bit of willpower I possess to keep moving. Forcing my feet to keep walking before I do something reckless, I take in the few personal items that she’s unpa
Maya“Dean, stop. I’m not coming home.” Raising my eyes to heaven, I’m glad my brother isn’t here right now, or I’d strangle him.“I don’t know how I let you and Hayley talk me into this. There’s too much going on over there. I don’t want you getting caught in the middle of it all.”I can hear his footfalls as he paces the floors of our old packhouse. In my mind, I picture him with his hand on the back of his neck, wearing a track on the hardwood as he gets more and more worked up.“Dean. The alpha’s sister can’t be the first person to leave the pack and then come running home a day later. I’m safe. The boys have arrived and are going to be sleeping in the packhouse, too. Nothing is going to happen.”The first exchange between the packs was only supposed to be one person, but as soon as we decided I was going, Dean suddenly expanded the numbers. Conveniently, some of our elite warriors volunteered to come. My brother has almost certainly bribed or threatened them into it.“Maya, I…”
MayaI swear I can feel his gaze on me the second Leah draws my attention to it. Just as if he’d touched me, my body heats and my core tightens. It shouldn’t make me so happy to know I have his attention. I’m a grown woman. Just because he’s interested in me doesn’t mean I have to give him the time of day. Except even as Leah watches me with curiosity, I can’t keep those delicious brown eyes and that crooked smile from invading my thoughts.“Oh my, he’s not the only one that has it bad.”“He’s cute, but I saw him with someone this morning. I’m not interested in being another notch on anyone’s bedpost.”That’s not exactly true. I’m very interested, but my pride won’t let me go down that path if it’s only going to lead to a fall. Leah hesitates for a moment. Her eyes drift over my shoulder to where I assume Nathan is standing, watching. Reaching past me to pick at the snacks laid out, she casually manoeuvres us so she has her back to Nathan. I spot his tall frame instantly as he speaks
NathanI feel like punching the air in celebration when Maya doesn’t move away. Pressing my lips to hers softly, I fight the need to drag her body against mine. Even though I long to touch and worship every inch of her incredible body, I resist. I’m rock hard, have been all day, but that’s my problem, not hers. A case of blue balls is probably getting off lightly, considering what she witnessed.Maya softens and leans into the kiss, her breasts pressing into my chest as she winds her arms around my waist and up my back. My cock nudges against her hip and her gasp lets me know the second she realises exactly what it is.“Nathan,” she murmurs dreamily, eyes still closed as I pull away, tucking a strand of silky dark hair back behind her ear. I can’t help bringing the end up to my nose to take in her addictive scent. She smiles at me as her eyelids flutter open, looking dazed and lightheaded. I keep my arms wrapped around her protectively as I rest my chin on
Maya Nathan’s nose wrinkles adorably as he stares down at me, a confused frown on his handsome features. I shake my head, still laughing quietly, unable to form a proper sentence. Holy shit. I may not be very experienced but even I know that is not normal. Every cell in my body is on fire. I’ve never felt anything like the orgasm that he just dragged from me. And I fought it, hard. I’ve never been able to relax enough to come with a partner before, but Nathan is clearly no ordinary man. How he learned those skills has my wolf’s hackles rising so we won’t dwell on it, but other than that, she is thrilled with my choice of man. “A lesser man might be worried that you’re laughing, but I think I can wipe that smile off your face.” Even with his messy boyish curls and twinkling brown eyes, Nathan looks like the devil himself as he stands there before me. He waits, allowing my eyes to roam over his incredible body, all tanned muscles, and a dark line of hair disappearing into his open j
MayaMy chest aches as I think about the hurt I have inflicted on Nathan. Potentially. If what he says is true. My brother warned me, endlessly, before I left to keep my wits about me. Dean worried that after being kept sheltered in my pack, ambitious males looking for an alpha female might see me as an easy target.I don’t share his paranoid nature but I won’t allow myself to be marked in the heat of the moment either. I can’t take as fact the words of a man I only just met, no matter how gorgeous he is. It doesn’t make this any less of a disaster.Thumping on the door rouses me from my thoughts, right before the door bursts open. Rex rushes through the door and straight into the bedroom where I’m still sitting on the edge of the bed. Scenting the air, he freezes and glances at the spot on the wall where Nathan struck his head. He can smell the blood.“Where is he?” Rex’s voice is calm but lethal. He radiates anger and I would be stupid to hide anything from him. He can sense his bro
NathanI hear him coming long before he nips my heel mid-stride and sends me tumbling across the forest floor in a tangle of limbs and twigs and leaves.“I said stop,” Rex growls as he shifts back and offers me a hand up off the ground. Shifting back to my human form, I bat his hand away and slump down, choosing to remain where I am in the dirt.“For fuck's sake.” Rex raises his eyes to heaven before leaning back against a nearby tree and folding his arms over his chest. “So, you met your mate?”I grunt and nod sulkily and pick a leaf out of my hair absentmindedly. I wince as my fingers brush across the quickly healing cut on my head. There’s a lump there too. That will take longer to disappear. Maya. My sweet, wonderful Maya. Although she wasn’t so sweet when she was drop-kicking me across my bedroom and into the wall. It was all going so well. Until it wasn’t.“Did she reject you?” He knows damn well that she didn’t. If she had, I wouldn’t be sitting here talking to him, I’d be writ
Nathan When we return to the packhouse, Rex leaves me with a reassuring nod and an encouraging pat on the shoulder. As he goes off in search of his own mate, I’m left alone with my thoughts. There are still plenty of wolves hanging around, enjoying the food and drink laid on for the welcoming party. But I’m not in the mood to join in. Instead, I trudge up the stairs, staring with longing at Maya’s door when I get to the top and willing her to come out so we can talk, but there’s no movement. She’s in there. Her alluring scent is so strong, and my wolf is alert, sensing his mate is nearby. Which means she probably knows I’m here too, but doesn’t want to speak to me. As much as it kills me, I won't pressure her. We'll both still be here in the morning. With a reluctant sigh, I turn away and go to my own apartment. Pushing open the door, my brain floods me with slightly happier mental images of carrying my mate in my arms through here just hours ago. Without meaning to, I find myself