I give up

     EMERALD

He left after saying that, he fucking left, this   makes me rethink everything.

Why did i fall for him, why did i start thinking about him, why did i give my life to him?

Oh god, why is my entire past curved around him?.

Draven never cared about me, no, he only cared about revenge, he only cared about destroying me, like he said he would since day one.

He only cared about his foolish self.

Tears rolled down my cheeks, i might have recovered my memory, but not all of it, i need to know why Draven and his family feel like i killed his mother, I've never even met her before.

I am tired of always trying to help

Am tired of people telling me what to do and not what to do, am fucken tired of it all.

I could feel the anger burn through me, and all i wanted to do was jug out of that blanket an