It was choking and overwhelming with just the two of us in the room and the tense silence was making everything so much worse.After the emotional draining talk with the girls, I made them call Zion so we could talk but the sight of him killed all the words in my throatI was struggling to come up with what to say and I couldn’t. My head was blank and I had no idea how to begin “You called for me?” He asked me, solving the problem of what would I say“No. Stay there” I practically shouted when he began moving inside the doorI was already going crazy with him on the other end of the room so I knew I wouldn’t be able to think if I allowed him to come further. “You know, I never thought there would be a day when I would willingly want to be in the same room as you but life’s unpredictable and that’s the most infuriating thing about it all. I hate that it’s so uncertain” I suck in a breathe desperate to get a hold of myself “Did I do something?” There was a edge to his voice but ther
I was startled awake by something but I didn’t know what. I laid in my bed, now in my room and not sure how I got here.Shame flooded my stomach remembering how I passed out after Zion bit me. I’m such a wuss. I wished it was a dream but the tingling sensation on my neck, in the space where my neck met my collar bone.I could feel the bond in place and it felt alive. I felt alive and like I finally belonged somewhere. I was no longer an outsider. I have a new family now. I could feel a gentle push that could be likened to a knock. Someone from the pack was trying to talk to me so I opened the link“Are you awake Luna?” Lily teased. “Regrettably So” I winced as I was attacked with an onslaught on headache “It’s normal, the headache will fade within a few hours” She said as if she could see the pain in my face“How did I get to my room? Thought I would still be in the pack clinic” my mouth opened wide and a yawn escaped from my lips making my mouth water “Who else? As if Zion would
I have been trying to avoid Zion and I think he noticed and decided to stay away from me but now I hate it. I hate not being able to see his face anymore. I hate that my heart skips a beat when I smell him around the corner and I hate that I’m on the verge of screaming when the scent suddenly disappears as if it was never there.“Earth to Geneva” Elena snapped her fingers in front of my face, bringing me out of my thoughts “You’ve been lost in thoughts since we got here. Are you sure you’re okay?” Lily asked with concern “Sorry. We promised to hang out today but I’m just so lost in my head” I mumbled embarrassed that I couldn’t get my shit together“Tell me, what’s going on in that head of yours. Is it a certain Alpha?” She teased “Maybe. I don’t know” I could feel his presence in my head, like he was wrapped around me like a blanket. It felt like we were one. The feeling is euphoric but alarming at the same time “I totally understand. It takes time to get used to someone lurking
It was a full moon today and just like every other full moon, I missed my pack dearly. I tried not to think of how I was living and mated with the same person who took them from meCurrently, I was laying on the grass near the stream and staring at the large expanse of stars in the skies. It was so beautiful and the moon shone so bright “The moon shines just like your eyes princess” Dad would tell me every full moon whenever we looked at them. I knew he was only saying it to make me feel better about not attending the run and it always worked Today however, there was no run and there was no one to make me feel better so I was hiding. Unlike my previous pack, the full moon meant nothing to the Valis pack. To them, it was just another day. They didn’t take relish in their heightened senses and just went about their daily activities like any other day “There’s no pack run or hunt today?” I remember asking Lily this morning when I saw how calm everyone was “What pack run?” She asked
It was very early in the morning when someone knocked on my door claiming to have training clothes for me and they were sent by the Alpha. I was surprised to open the door and see someone with a bag of clothes. “From the Alpha. He asked me to drop this here with you” the young girl had said before thrusting the bag into my hands and disappearing into the hallway before I could ask any questions.I moved back into my room and emptied the bag on the bed to find different training outfits laid out. “I don’t think I need this much” I mumbled in surprise “I didn’t know what you’d like so I just told them to grab one of everything they could find” Zion’s voice came through the mindlink“Thank you?” I don’t know why it sounded more of a question than a statement but I still found it skewed to talk to him especially through the mindlink. It was so strangely intimate and it made me feel weird“You’re welcome. Isaac is waiting for you at the training grounds. You know where that is right?”“
“I can see a great fighter approaching.” Lily teased as I joined them in the lounge. Today was one of the rare days when she didn’t have work to do. “You’re exaggerating. I basically had my ass whooped this morning” I moaned before dropping on the chair and laying my entire weight on her “I don’t doubt that” Elena said appearing through the door “Aren’t you supposed to be at the pack clinic?” I asked, pleasantly surprised. She was always working because people were always sick these days. “I took a day off. Isaac’s been grumbling about how less he sees me so I had to before he would kidnap me and won’t let me go to work again” she whined “He’ll definitely do that” Lily chuckled “So what are you doing here instead of being with your mate?” I teased “He claims I’m always busy but decides to train the entire warriors today of all days. It’s like he’s punishing me” she pouted and we burst into laughter “I can’t picture Isaac being vindictive” I told them and it was true. He was so
Zion had approached me where I was seated in my favorite spot, under the tree and asked to talk in his office once again. We’ve been going to that place often and I didn’t have good memories of that place since we always had an argument when we were there. I haven’t forgiven him or forgotten about our argument three days back but he wasn’t going to tell me anything and it’ll be foolish of me to keep demanding he tell me what I wanted to know when it was obvious he wouldn’t. I have made a resolve to find out myself no matter what. I trailed slowly behind him, paying attention to the floor and watching as my feet crunched the dry leaves on the grass. I wouldn’t say I was nervous but my heart seems to pick up it’s pace whenever he was around and it made me uncomfortable how my body was always on alert when he was within a certain range or distance.It was unnerving how his presence caused a contradicting emotion within me, he made me nervous but he also calmed me when he was around. It
It's been ten days and five hours since he left and he had yet to call or talk to me through the mind link. I didn't mind one bit. It was just the mate bond trying to make me lose my mind. There was this desperate urge to see him and be near him but he wasn't here and I had to keep fighting this pull. It was draining and it was making me lose my temper. I couldn't focus long enough to do anything as well. Everything in my mind revolves around him no matter how hard I try to fight it. I had been fighting it since the first day he left and now I just felt like a crack addict except it wasn't cocaine or any hard drugs I needed but my mate. “Are you sure you're okay?” Emily asked because I kept bouncing my legs even though I was sitting. We were outside the pack supervising the small pups who were playing. Rather, Emily was supervising while I was in my head. When she told me she had to watch the pups this morning, I quickly volunteered to join her to keep my mind off him before I wou