I Will spill it then

I and Lustrow quietly stared at each other with smiling faces for a long while. I saw his eyes deliberately travel from my head down to my toes and then back again. His expression was still not saying anything and perhaps it was, I was the one who could not decipher what it was but I could at least feel the intensity from his eyes as he looked at me, giving me confidence that maybe he really found me attractive, the way I looked... All these was for him though.

It wasn't because I didn't have enough confidence in myself, I knew that I looked beautiful, especially that night, but this man right in front of me was a whole other stage. I wouldn't blame him if he turned around suddenly and told her I barely passed his standard. Yes, that was the kind of person he was, unpredictable and short-tempered, only goodness knows how his family coped with it, whenever he was angry he usually lost his mind, he wouldn't know he was ripping your shirt of hurling negative words at you. I eve