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The Alphas' Porn Star Mate 2.32 Don't Tell (2)
Shame was still weighing heavy on me as we made our way up to the bedroom. I felt exposed and raw. It’s easy not to care what others think of you when you’re in a place you hate, like when I was in my first pack, or when you are living among others that have lived similarly. Being the Luna of this pack, a pack I have come to care for deeply, makes me scared of what the normal, wholesome pack members would think of me if they were to ever find pictures and videos of me from my past. How would they react? I never, ever cared about what Cameron, his parents, or his pathetic, ranked wolves thought of me. I went through the motions of being a Luna to survive, but never cared. Here, in Setting Sun Pack, I care. I care so much that it's eating me up inside. I was silent the entire walk to our room. I wanted to take a shower and get this dirty feeling off of me. “Do you still think we’re mad at you?” Mick asked, a lot more gently than his tone before. “Because if you do, that’s total bull
The Alphas' Porn Star Mate 2.33 Nagging Tether (1)
Boyd POVIt felt weird being back. Everything had changed so much during the time I had been away, I had expected the room I had been staying in to look different too.It didn't. It was the same as when I left it. My sheets and bedding were clean, smelling fresh, and it was clear that the omegas had been keeping up with the basic cleaning, but all my stuff was untouched. I don't know what I was expecting. Maybe for them to pack everything or throw it away in the time I had been kidnapped, but everything was here waiting for me. Just like my friends had been.Darren, Beau and Winnie took me to my room, then Darren left to be with his mates. He mumbled something about coming back later, but had a distracted look in his eyes that probably had something to do with his mates.Beau and Winnie waited for me out in the room as I showered. It took me a few minutes to muster up the nerve to get under the shower stream. I'd been waterboarded so much, it gave me anxiety to think about going direc
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“Do you not like the pancakes? I can get you something else. Nonna makes really good soup. Do you want me to bring you some?”I didn’t realize I had been pushing my pancakes around on the plate, making them soggy and torn to pieces in the syrup. My plate now looked like a mess.I smiled gratefully, but shook my head as I began scooping up a fork-full of the soggy pancake disaster and shoveling it into my mouth. It still tasted good.“This is good. Sorry. I think I’m just tired.”“You should be,” Jamie said. “You just went through fucking hell. The doctors told Darren you needed to stay in bed for the rest of the day if you didn’t want to stay at the clinic for observation.”I grimaced. Staying in a sterile room with people watching me around the clock sounded horrible after what I had just escaped from.“Darren will be checking on you before we head back to the meeting to make sure you’re doing as you're told,” Beau said.“Why does it sound like Darren has some kind of authority in th
The Alphas' Porn Star Mate 2.34 Figs and Cinnamon (1)
Estel POV Figs and cinnamon. I used to love the smell of figs and cinnamon. That was the smell of my childhood kitchen at the beginning of fall every year. Grandma would be preserving figs, stocking them after harvesting from the trees her mate planted when they migrated here soon after their marriage. My grandma said before coming to America, they would talk about what their dreams were for their new home. They wanted wide open spaces, where grandma could grow a big garden with every type of fruit and vegetable you could imagine. Grandpa made sure to give her her dream, planting all kinds of trees and crops, then ensuring she had a sizable garden near the house he built for her too. Unlike my father, who was a warrior in a neighboring pack, my grandpa was happy with the life of a farmer. He contributed to Setting Sun with his crops, delivering fresh produce, eggs, milk and freshly churned butter daily. My mom came of age, and started to help by doing the deliveries, and that was
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“Bull snot. Give me your credit card. I’ll do a shopping spree for you too.” “I’m good.” “You’re not,” he said firmly, pushing against me until I gave in and sat in a chair not far from Boyd’s bed. The smell was making my mouth water, but at the same time, making me want to cry. I resisted looking at his face, because I knew if I did, it would bring the waterworks. “Stay. I’ll be back soon,” Winnie whispered loudly. I nodded, trying not to breathe. Winnie gave me a curious look, then said, “If you need to take a number two, the bathroom is right there.” My face flamed. Did I look constipated? “Go take your shower,” I growled in a low voice. “Yeah, yeah,” he waved me off. “Light a candle when you’re done.” Little punk. He’s feisty and abrasive, just like a cat. Ada was lifting her head, trying to see Boyd through my eyes, but I was still fighting the urge to steal a glance at his sleeping face. The fight was getting harder and harder the more his scent wafted towards me. His
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Ada’s ears tucked back, her whimpering cries making rage build inside of me. “Winnie forced me,” I snapped. “I didn’t want to be here any more than you want me to be.” “Winnie?” He looked around the room, then took a deep breath, like he was relieved to see where he was at. “Where did Winnie go?” “To shower,” I said coldly, getting up to put some space between us. I was already pulling out my phone, texting Mick about my situation. If Boyd was awake, I wouldn’t be able to stay here much longer. It hurt too much. “Why couldn’t he shower in here?” “Why do you have a three-in-one body wash?” I snapped. “That’s why. Apparently your clothes suck too.” His face turned red for a second, making him look even angrier. “You were touching me,” Boyd sat up, looking at me with accusing eyes. I gritted my teeth regretting touching him at all now. “You were having a nightmare. My bad for trying to help.” “Hm,” he grunted, almost like he didn’t believe me. Fuck this. I did nothing to earn h
The Alphas' Porn Star Mate 2.35 The Warrior Way (1)
Chloe POVWalking with Estel back towards the training grounds and warrior center, I could feel her caution and distrust.I couldn't blame her. Our first meeting was shit, and though she shouldn't have done what she did to piss me off, I could have handled it better too.I don’t really feel anything but pity for her now. Now that I know why she did it in the first place. She could start whispering in my ear, Mick’s ear, or Miles’s ear, and I would be able to overlook it all after all the revelations put on the table between me and my mates.~“A snake?” Miles had said. He rubbed both of his hands down his face, staring at me in disbelief. I overloaded him with too much information. I knew I lost him somewhere between describing all the different visions I had seen from the flask. A flask that I’m not entirely convinced wasn’t filled with LSD laced moldy cool-aide or something. Hearing myself tell my mates everything, I was beginning to think I was crazy too.Then when I told them ab
The Alphas' Porn Star Mate 2.35 The Warrior Way (2)
“She wants to reject him?” Miles asked, like it was something he couldn’t even fathom. Rejecting your fated mate is not something to take lightly. “Shouldn’t they talk first?”“That’s what I told her, but she said that every time she gets close to him, he acts like he’s gearing up for a fight.”I leaned my head back on Mick’s chest, thinking for a few minutes as he and Miles talked about what a rejection could mean for Boyd in his current condition. I was just vaguely listening while my mind ran through any and all reason for Boyd to be acting like that towards a fated mate. I mean, I even had a hard time overcoming the mate bond with Camreon. He was a complete asswipe, and I knew that from the start, but even I couldn’t resist the pull of the bond when he touched me, or even got close to me in those first few months. “He doesn’t feel the bond,” I concluded out loud, interrupting whatever my mates were talking about. “He can’t. That’s the only thing that makes sense. He’s not an Alp
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