Chapter 38

ELIJAH POV

"I put up with all the hurtful words you say to me. I know what you went through was not easy so I understand you but what I just don't understand is why you hurt other people just because you were hurt!" anger and pain were obvious in her eyes.

I was very surprised and depressed by what she said. Why am I hurting like this? Why am I hurting for this woman? "I hope you don't always think of yourself.

I'm just hurting," she cried.

She ran into the mansion and left me standing and stunned at the absence at those times. I just took a deep breath to calm myself. I shouldn't feel it and I've been preventing myself from feeling it for a long time. Who is he for me to be affected like this? Who is he for me to focus on all his little mistakes? Who is he to hurt me for her? Am I in love with my housemaid? No! Before I climbed the stairs to my room I looked at the door of his room. I know I hurt him with what I said but deserve it right? but why don't I want to see him cry? Why ca