Share
40: I Want Us Official
Gradually, my breathing calmed down. But I didn't open my eyes. Now that the heat has subsided, I remember what we did. I can feel how my face burned when I remembered how I pleaded for him to do it.
I feel, I am no different from the women he became. I was too desperate just for his touch. And I gave up myself just because of that
How foolish you are, Elena.
I closed my eyes even more because of the thought.
Moments later, I felt him shifted a bit. He caressed my waist and kissed my shoulder. Fortunately, I turned my back on him. He won't see how red surely my face was.
"I'll just cook for us. Rest first," he said.
Eventually, I felt him leave the bed. I pursed my lips firmly, eyes are still closed. I'm exhausted and embarrassed. Probably, Rage is now thinking how pathetic I am. I swore that I'll never link myself to a womanizer, especially to my brother's friends. Yet I gave in to him. I gave myself just like that. Worst, I even begged.
Related chapters
The Assassin and The Alpha 41: Under Love Arrest
Rage raised his hand, and boyishly waved, eyes are still on me. The people around looked at me, and all I did was to stand and stare at Rage. I was still dumbfounded. I blinked and stared as he glided towards my way.It felt like my eardrums are gonna explode anytime soon because of the loud cheers around. But I didn't tear my gaze to him as he continued gliding towards me.I blinked again when he stopped, just inches away from me. He's still smirking, looking amused with my expression. I took a deep breath, tightened my grip on the strap of the bag and looked at him again.Damn! I didn't know a policeman could be this handsome and hot!"What's with all of these, Rage?" I asked, almost a whisper.He cocked his head and pursed his thin lips. Formally stand up and sneeze as if trying to get serious. My forehead furrowed, unable to read what he was thinking."I'm Police Officer Rage De Luca from CIDG, Miss Mongreco," he said firmly with a ghost
The Assassin and The Alpha 42: Pride of the Lover
My hands were cold and were almost trembling. Beads of sweats formed in my temples while my body was slightly shivering because of tension.I am now already cooking the third dish for the contest. It was almost a miracle that I reached the final phase. All my opponents are from higher batches. Now, there are only four of us left.And just looking at how my competitors presented their dishes for the first two phases, I knew they weren’t casual. So I became even more nervous especially since there are definitely a lot of people watching what is happening here backstage. The judges, my schoolmates and my family. I don't want to disappoint them."It looks like the fight between our contenders is heating up even more!" I heard the emcee say on stage. That was followed by a loud shout from the crowd. I heard them cheered different names. That includes me. As many ADU people came to support.I wiped the beads of sweats using the back of my hand. I don't wa
The Assassin and The Alpha 43: Officially Yours
Many more schoolmates greeted me. Most of them are my batchmates. Wilson's group also greeted me. There were also coordinators who approached before we left. I have to admit, I had a hard time with the preparations made. Doing school stuffs and practicing at the same time needed a lot of patience. However, I eventually succeeded. My efforts and hardships were paid off.Upon returning home, a party took place. I was thankful for everything that happened. I was thankful for everyone who supported me. Without them, I would not have the courage.The courage that brought me the trophy. I even doubted my own skill. But at the end, everything was rewarding."Aren't you tired?" Rage asked me."Not so much."We are in the garden with Revo, my cousins and the rest of their friends. After dinner they had a drink here. Neri went home immediately. The elders left first and gave us our time. I was already a bit sleepy, but I didn’t want to sleep yet.
The Assassin and The Alpha 44: Before the Storm
"Why didn't Neri come? I told you to invite her," Mom said as we walked back to the cottage."She can't come. The arts competition is next week. She's probably preparing.""I know that girl really has a talent for painting. I know her mother. I've met her in some social gatherings when she was still alive. She's a renowned artist. So I'm sure from her Neri inherited the talent in art. I just hope that she'll win. Send my regards to her when you meet. "When we returned, Livius, Jonas, and Carson were taking a bath. Revo and Sage are grilling some pork. Markus and Hitler, on the other hand, were drinking beer and sitting on the sand, talking about something. I turned to look at the way towards the hotel. Even from a distance, I knew Rage’s eyes were still on me as he walked in our direction."Oh, Rage, where are you from?" Mom asked. I bit my lower lip and was nervous. I saw Revo's lips twitched.Rage looked at me. I glared at him but the idio
The Assassin and The Alpha 45: What Went Wrong?
"Hey Elena, congrats by the way. I just got back in so it's a bit late for the news," a male batchmate of mine said as we walked out of the culinary club.I smiled. "It's okay. Anyway, thank you.""I wish I could go to the competition to support. In case Too bad, I was sick then.""It's fine, Javier. No worries."He was about to speak again when suddenly someone called to me from behind. I turned and I saw Samantha, my block mate. It looks like it just came out of the culinary lab and has something to say to me. My forehead creased a bit."Oh, Sam?""Prof Ana said, go to the dean's office. Now. Someone wants to talk to you."I frowned even more."Who?""I do not know?" She shrugged. "But whatever it is, it's definitely good news. Prof smiled as he said that.”Even though I was wondering, I just nodded. He immediately said goodbye and went back inside. I turned to Javier again. I said I still had to go to the
The Assassin and The Alpha 46: In the Midst of Chaos
I thought everything will flow just like how I wanted them to be. I thought everything was okay. I won the competition. I even got a spot on my dream school. The things I had hoped for the most happened.But in the days that followed, many things happened that I did not expect. Events that I didn't see coming. Events that caught me off guard. Events that I tried to ignore just to reach my goal."I-I... don't know what to do to console him, Elena..." Hearing my mother's soft sobs made me weak. "It's been days but he's still unresponsive. He's always drinking and not even eating well." She sobbed again. And all I can do is to hug her. A hug that I don’t know if will alleviate the grief she feels. But this is the least I can do.Two days after I received the offer from Madame Linton, Revo started suffering from an emotional break down. News of the plane crash shocked his sanity.In all my life, I have never seen Revo like that. He's always composed in
The Assassin and The Alpha 47: Alluvion of Pain
We are happy even though we are far away from each other and don't always see each other. He was my inspiration in everything that I do. He was all I think of every time I'm having a hard time in school. When I miss him and my family, his voice alone is enough to calm me down."Merry Christmas, love." Bending a bit, he kissed my nose and cheek. We were on the balcony of the house, watching the fireworks display above.I smiled. Even though he is the only one with me now, I feel so happy. Mama promised that they'll come here tomorrow, though.She couldn’t leave today because she’s worried about Revo. She told me he was drunk again. I understand it. Also, they knew that Rage is going to keep me accompanied, so they must be thinking that I will be alright. I understand it, I’m also worried about my brother. I hope he would recover from his loss soon. I know it won’t be easy, that’s for sure, but it’s the nature of life. We lose s
The Assassin and The Alpha 48: I Lost the Man I Love
"Hey, what's wrong with you, Elena? Your class standing isn't good anymore. You know, it's better not to worry too much about what's going on around you. It's your dream so I'm just reminding you why you are here. You dreamed for this! And if you continue that, you will be expelled!”I sighed at what Timmy said. I no longer knew what to do. I am preoccupied of all that's happening. I can't even do schoolwork well.She sighed heavily. "If that love is distracting you, then I must say, choose wisely. I think because, it looks like you can't combine study and relationship. So the decision is up to you, Elena. Choose what's more important now. "What he said bothered me that night. What she said has a point. But no... I don't want to choose. I don't want to let go of him. I cannot do it.But... we're both having a hard time.Gradually, this relationship becomes an obstacle to our roles in each other's lives. Before I came here, I promised to myse
Latest chapter
- The Assassin and The Alpha Epilogue
- The Assassin and The Alpha 73: With All of Me
- The Assassin and The Alpha 72: Wedding Bells
- The Assassin and The Alpha 71: That Familiar Feeling
- The Assassin and The Alpha 70: Promise Me
- The Assassin and The Alpha 69: Nothing is Less
- The Assassin and The Alpha 68: Finally Home
- The Assassin and The Alpha 67: Bound to Embrace
- The Assassin and The Alpha 66: Misunderstanding
