NORAHow do you know you've entered a pool of mess even before foresighting it? Well, I have stepped foot into it and I am not sure I am getting myself out of it. Out of Natalie's hold.Natalie breezed through the clothing store, grabbing armfuls of dresses and shirts and skirts, piling them into the shopping basket. My jaw has to be picked from the ground. It did dropped.She barely looked at the price tags, seemingly unconcerned with the cost. As she tossed item after item into the basket, I can't help but wonder if she's going to need a separate suitcase just for all those new clothes. That moment when time came to try on the clothes, she disappeared with me into the dressing room with a mountain of garments, and we emerged minutes later with a pile of rejects. All for me. “That's enough! I don't need all these clothes, nor do you. Additionally, I'm not going to that party with you. You need to put some of these stuff back." As I briskly walk away from the clothing store, I c
NORAThe coast is clear. That was exactly what I thought the moment my lips descended on his. It was potent, the pinpricks of awareness racing down my spine and spreading through every nerve ending.The blanket of heat and unpleasant odors in the air fade away as our lips locked. He wasn’t pushing me away. The flush of his body against me told me he wanted not even the barrier of our clothes. I realized I was fine gone into the back of my head that I was no longer thinking the same. This wasn’t what I came here for. My mind was made up, or so I thought yet here I am, making out with him.“That…” I began, soon as we drifted apart.“That was a mistake.” He finished. Just before he turned on his heels and left. He looked offended. He could have let me finish but he preferred being the gentleman. My hand reached out for him, my mouth irrelevant with my heart decision. ‘Stay’ the one thing I was ready to say but he was out of the kitchen already. I feel like I just made a bad deci
CASSIDY“What are you doing here?” While on the search for Jordan, I wanted to disappear in the air when I saw my boyfriend out of nowhere. We spoke about the party and how he was going to come along with me, but he was still in the mood for his new car, so I slipped out of his house and went to mine. I went to dress up for the party and here I am. I didn’t expect to cross path with Lucan the exact moment I stepped foot into the party.He didn’t respond. His eyes set on me as he neared, coming closer that my breathe hitched.My boyfriend now owns a car, the latest Maruti Suzuki Baleno owner in town. Yet a certain hooded eyed bike owner still owns my heart. My boyfriend knows it, but he’s still drilling me with awareness to make me see his love for me. Which I have seen, and regretted how stoic my heart is that it can’t transplant all those feelings to him instead of my forever crush. Jordan doesn’t love me. I know that too. He doesn’t have a single atom of feelings towards me, wh
EVELYNI entered my apartment, eager to get out of the sweltering heat outside. I set my coffee on the table and stripped off my shirt, relishing the feeling of the cool air on my skin. America has been good. I took a deep breath, enjoying the silence of my home. Small but peaceful. I grabbed my laptop and settled down at the table, the hot coffee warming my hands as I took a sip. I opened my email and began to work through my inbox, a feeling of calm settling over me as I focus on my task.My work as a detective can be both risky and a trouble. I often spend my days tracking down leads, following up on tips, and analyzing evidence. I’m constantly trying to piece together the puzzle of a crime, trying to solve the mystery and bring the perpetrators to justice.Justice. What I will never get for myself. I remind myself. My work can be monotonous, doing the same thing day in and day out, but when I crack a case, it's exhilarating, like I just won a trophy.I live for those mome
NORAYou want to know that one time I feel like jumping over a cliff? The moment I ran to the scene, and got there only when the deed was done. Fate didn’t even give me the chance to be in her stead. You think I wouldn’t in a blink? I would. What use was life to me before? Nothing. The guy I want, I can never get. I got him, I must not stay. Now what? If anybody doesn’t, I’m going to make sure Jasper regrets the ruin he caused. I’m angry, I feel annoyed, I want to drag my nails over my face. Cassidy fucking died! She was murdered. I saw her being rushed into the ambulance in cold blood and my body lost all blood. How can a father be so insane to go as far as killing his own son? If not to get out of prison, then I wonder what his motive was. And my father? I don’t know how else to say he’s in trouble.To be frank, Jordan didn’t even want to speak with me. I remembered running towards him, where he was on the floor wailing, and it was unexpected when he totally ignored me befo
A Week LaterNORAThere’s going to be a burial, for Cassidy. The burial is going to take place at the Green-Wood Cemetery, Brooklyn.Together with Natalie, we are going to be visiting her family first to offer our condolences before we all head to the Cemetery. The school announced her death about five days ago through the school news portal, since the school has been on break. A few were saddened, most were gladdened receiving their freedom. I almost felt like punching holes in their faces whenever one or two of their disheartening comments popped up but I’d just injure myself by punching my phone. It would have been better face-to-face. How can people be so cruel? A little sympathy even if they don’t mean it most definitely won’t hurt a fly.The Ford’s family are rich, even if it looks average. The security guard must be having a tough time opening and shutting the door, for the numerous visitors. “They’re inside.” He directed us and I gave him a nod. A little more and I’d for
Third Person’s Pov{Feelings At The Burial}Mere looking at the casket being lowered to the ground almost had Jordan tearing up. The fact that ought to be him and not Cassidy, has his brain on a pause, discarding every other thoughts. If only he was in the right sense to chase after Jasper that day. With his own very hands, they would have killed him away, accepting to live the rest of his lives in jail. Then he saw his mother. The person who has been long murdered by the two devilish husband and wife. He wanted to go to her, to check if he was seeing the reality but the dead body in his arms was much more worthy than running after the woman who abandoned him. If she wasn’t dead, she should have came for him but that was a now. She left him with her heartless ex husband to witness nemesis. And when he saw Nora at the Ford’s, the fear of rejection once again appeared before his face. He’s still dealing with a loss, having her come to tell him they can’t work would be another bruis
LUCAN“No, you’re staying here with us.”I’m instantly on edge, tensed beneath my parents probing gaze. My decision to corner them before leaving for work, failing woefully. “I have nothing doing here.” I again try to persuade. “No, you have school here. Your resumption is barely two weeks away.” My father interjected this time, again turning the dice on me. Cassidy’s burial was just yesterday, and I am already fed up staying at New York. Everything reminds me of her, her memories too disturbing for me to live with.I don’t even get myself. If I ever want to, I need to vacate to another country. The problem now been my unyielding parents. If I ever want anything from them, what I know so far was how I have to work my way for it, by persuading then like there's no tomorrow.“You are capable of transferring schools for me. I’m tired of NY, I just want to change location. Nothing else, I promise.” I’m being wise. Staying here, I won’t even be able to mind my studies, everywhere I g